DreamHollow

Another social media hiatus?

Probably.

Sigh..

YouTube is trying to increase ad length and become television.

I miss YouTube but I don't miss it enough to suffer the equivalent of "watch what you want, but watch a million commercials for things you don't."

So close to this goal being reached 💫
Asking if you can afford to help out you do.
Forever and always grateful for all help always.

Very rare I rate an album 10/10 but Dead Club City has that honor.

a woman is wearing a red shirt and making a funny face . Alt: a woman is wearing a red shirt and making a funny face .

Microsoft and Anthropic team up to...

The Iran War is going extremely poorly for the United States.

Information has emerged that countries like Russia are openly sharing military intelligence to give the Iranian forces a huge advantage.

I'm pretty sure that officially makes this World War 3.

Also yes I am STILL very much building a kernel.

That is true.

If LLM were truly useless they wouldn't be so widely used right now.

The market for it would have dried up pretty damn quick.

I am in both camps somehow.

I appreciate LLM as very useful for coding, but I despise the greater impacts they are having on the world (especially on the environmental side.)

So I'm caught in a tug of war over utility over the long term consequences.

In case people were wondering why I was so deeply melancholic more than usual, that was why.

Not even from being bored. That part was tolerable.

But dealing with the cold because I didn't have anywhere to go?
That was god awful.

I've been pulled this way and that way for such a long time, I'd really like to spend this weekend just taking it easy and hammering out some projects I haven't been able to work on for literal weeks.

My power was out from Sunday February 22nd or so, my power was only restored on Tuesday, March 3rd

Sorry I'm not more open-minded about LLMs, it's just some fucking maniacs shoveled out a bunch of useless bloatware featuring that technology, did not give me any chance to opt out, reorganized the entire economy around it, zeroed out gains made by green energy, and made it impossible to buy RAM

Sorry for being gone so long.

My power was out for some time, it put me in a very deep depression, but I'm feeling more like myself since the situation got resolved.

Posting will slow to a crawl.

Things not good here.

No power for nearly a full week and honestly worried this becoming a dangerous situation.

My mental health has been like a seesaw for days.

The situation with my power is more complicated thanI thought.

May have it on by end of week at best.

There's structural damage because of the storm.

My power box got ripped off my house entirely in the blizzard.

I'm going to be MIA for a while. 😔

It would seem that computer parts are in such short supply that hard drives are now difficult to find for new computers.

All in the pursuit of a completely speculative technology that is wildly unpopular to the point of people attacking data centers.

Is this Hell?

We are in a truly wild new era if VTubers are creating platforms to avoid AI in order to find real friendships and relationships, eh?

If anything comes of this, expect much bigger news within the next two years.

So I'll come right out and say it.

I'm building an operating system kernel and potentially a real operating system.

It will probably just be a "toy OS" as of right now.

No idea how sourcing or anything will work. We'll see.

But so far results are promising.

Please do not scroll by this without sharing my moms life depends on it.
This goal for her next treatment is at $986
💫 manifesting this it’s my moms last hope
It’s been hell.

Aye aye, cap.

I don't mean to sound unraveled but the world itself seems to be unraveling in real time.

Obviously not this one, otherwise how the hell would anyone know? Hah.

Some accounts of mine might disappear offline.

Don't be alarmed.

I'm just cleaning house.

Despite how down I've been, I'm making very real progress to some goals.

I promise.

I feel like a hypocrite because there are absolutely wonderful, talented people full of doubt and they seem so hard on themselves.

I can't see myself as a person like this but I see *their* value so it's that much more painful when I see them struggle.

I see you. You are valid. You *are* talented.

I created a secret vent account.

No I'm not sharing, it's probably not that hard to find.

I'm feeling less than stellar.

I'm taking another step back.

I think Valentine's Day kind of broke something in me.

Or maybe it was the alcohol just kind of loosening something I wasn't ready for.