Had a dream that I walked home from galway to roscommon in my school uniform. I just turned 29.

Kind of feeling like I dont really have much of a choice lately in what I do with my life

Get such terrible guilt when I have a lazy weekend

Somehow Galway traffic seems to get worse every day

Wow my stress management is non existent

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I have cleaned and I have had a little treat and I think that perhaps i will not combust when I look at my inbox tomorrow

So after all i finally had the day turned around to positive just one thing completely threw me off again and I feel like im going to throw up at the thought of the work in the morning

Oh girls i am really struggling with this new job. My boyfriend convinced me swimming after work would make me feel better and it did but then I checked my notifications after and saw a work email about something i havent had time to do yet and ended up bawling my eyes out in public

Find it very hard to not let things that happen at work affect me emotionally lol how does anyone do it

So I am trying to challenge myself to do something social once a week for the next month and see if I can make a friend somehow. Any ideas appreciated also anyone in galway wanna hang out 👉👈

Anyways the loneliness is getting really bad lately and I was thinking about having a little sangria night for my birthday next month but other than my partners friends i dont really know who i could invite

Ive tried a sewing club before and a ciorcal comhrá but I found everyone kinda knew each other already so it was so difficult to break into conversations and with the ciorcal comhrá i never make it into town from work in time. I dont think ill ever be the type of person to join a run club

I do get on with my partners friends and I do get on with some people from work but I really feel like something is missing. I keep thinking about things id like to do and then just not doing them because I dont have anyone to do them with

OK I dont know how to actually go about doing this but ive been so wrapped up in work and family and my partner that I kinda only realised recently that I have no friends of my own in Galway now. Everyones kinda just moved away or ive drifted away from certain people i knew

OK I have given myself a very silly and arbitrary challenge to make new friends within the next month and I dont know where to START

Right bhí mé déanach ach tá mé anseo