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i will never forget my ex showing me smiling friends and me not laughing at any of it and him awkwardly turning it off 💀

the unvoiced getting all this new art and attention makes me so happy like. my daughter isnt gonna be forgotten 🥺🩷 i was so scared id never see her again but she looks so precious im thrillled honestly

deresute agrees with me that werewolf cathy vampire erika witch sora is canon

i was looking at this art i commissioned @polteegeist.bsky.social for a thousand years ago and realized i predicted witch sora before it was even canon in deresute

if i do anything in the shoet term itll be using my blog carrd again rather than this.

sorry if this is weird i just felt like there needed to be somewhere that info about me could be found if someone got worried and looked for me ✌️

i dont wanna be persuaded about using here either tbh like. it does not feel like an escape of twt to me to be here. and when twt was destroying my mental health i would rather recover instead of throwing myself into another space. if i want to when i feel better that's fine but no way rn

in case anybody looks for me from twt:

1. yes i deactivated my accounts

2. i dont plan on replacing twt with here. it does not appeal to me in anyway in this moment

3. @jesterbonbon discord is set to delete itself and ive replaced it w @sugarfiavor if you wanna add me there

i just looked at smth on my twt timeline and was like. hold the fuck up. where the heck has nell been" and spent like 15 minutes hunting you down i hope youve been well 😭🩷

i told my mom about this and she agrees with me that this is a curse i have

i was answering questions about myself while i was driving my date and i to the movies, and when he asked if i had read homestuck it made me wanna swerve off the road into a tree. it's 2024 can i stop being clocked as a homestuck reader already! can i date people who havent read it! please!

update on this. i did get a guy to take me to see wicked, and now next weekend he is taking me to dave and busters 😌

i made an account on a dating app this month and i put in my bio that if you want to go on a date with me you should take me to see wicked. i have now seen it, but ive decided im leaving it in there and seeing how many people will take me as a social experiment

idk if this is relatable but i love when a game makes me get out a piece of paper or a notepad doc to start writing down clues and special numbers and stuff like that

just found this in my buildings stairwell... he's coming with me

a friend is helping me clean out my closet and im just surrounded by memories. my life is flashing before my eyes

i cant believe i went to the worlds largest imax movie theater and then didnt pick imax. the screen is still enormous though.

also. why is the worlds largest imax screen in fucking pooler georgia. thats crazy

this woman just stormed into the bar furious that wicked ends with "to be continued" omg this is gonna be an evening

there is this guy and a guy on the other side of the table in these costumes its pretty sick tbh

tfw you havent been to the movies alone since 2018 🥲 im here for wicked but there are some dudes in here that are in full on gladiator costumes for gladiator 2

granted i think making a design that is a proper pinterest chan is really hard? like making a character that people would make their icon or header or create boards about while knowing nothing of who they actually are is difficult. but i think some of these designs arent the right vibe at all

seeing people design their own pinterest chans has made me realize some people understand what is compelling about characters that get that name and other people dont at all

i feel bad that every couple years i nuke my discord account and start over bc i realize there are people that get caught in that crossfire. but idk. i dont really have any memories i want to keep on it and i think it would be nice for my brain

if you see this post, something pink 🥺🫶

LETS GOOOO!!!!! I will continue to beg people to play the demo regardless 😤🫡

im at a point in my life where my pokemon brainrot is mostly at bay but i still think of vikavolt every time i see the number 43. free me from this curse

my coworker's son likes anime and i asked her what series he enjoyed and the first thing she said was Inuyasha? which i thought was kinda based

my coworker decorated our desk it's so delightful 🥺🫶

this is the most relatable thing ever. i have a friend who roasts me for my battery percentage every time i send him a screenshot 🥲

if you see this, post a cat.

i wuv the pan 🫶

i know i shaded ring fit adventure in igloo when the weird alarm clock dropped but i actually watched a streamer play it a week ago and thought it looked fun!