Patrick is baby girl π
Patrick is baby girl π
I BEG YOUR FUCKING PARDON?? THEY'RE DOING WHAT??? Highkey reminds me of some certain fandoms....
Whatever the Hell Metroid Prime 4 got going on
Millennial media writers should get crucified
AND A LOT OF FANFIC WRITERS- ARE LITERAL SHIT HOT TAKE BUT LIKE A LOT OF WRITTEN WORK ARE TERRIBLE
NO BECAUSE WE GOTTA START REALLY BETA READING WRITERS IN GENERAL. Like writers in general would need to have a firm grasp of composition and themes with their work and not just plop steaming piles of slop and have dumbasses eat it up
lowkey I haven't off myself because I still gotta get the Agnes Digital banner that is gonna be out soon.
Maybe itβs my own way of coping with getting older. Like my time was long ago and Iβve been long overdue for it
I dunno, no matter what and how well my real life is going from an outsiderβs perspective or all the medication in the world- I just cannot feel anything. Let alone any joy around this time.
Sometimes I would go into my old Deviantart storage and see these really bad vaulted comics I did 10+ years ago and seeing how 7 out of 10 of them aged like milk
YOOO WHO THE FUCK PUT HAZBIN HOTEL SESBIAN LEX ON MY TL?!?! I DON'T WANNA SEE THAT.
The fact that I had a hatred about everything about Millennials and all the archetypes of them- I despise that I accepted the idea that for like a few years I attempted to be normal only to embrace my initial alt/emo identity- like every damn elder emo.
God I've been loving this retirement
What fucking got me was the tattoos and piercings one- and the damn covid question
Took the Innocence Test π
When I think about this overall healing journey to better myself- but like to be a hater- wait no fuck that HATING IS HEALING
And to think that I was the one odd one out to be uncomfortable with problematic themes being implemented into writing and into a silly dollmaker program centered around Touhou characters for all these years.
Really wanna get back into a writing kick again, and I'm only motivated by bad writing so I definitely need some bad fanfics
Agnes Tachyon from Uma Musume wearing swirly.... glasses.... *drops dead*
spectober day sixteen - yeah the weird horse girl with the swirly glasses is brewing me a concoction again
#γ¦γε¨
Me in 2010 when I said that grown adult men shouldn't portray Touhou characters as braindead girlfriends to their poorly created edgy Touhou self-insert OCs
Literally I'm just chilling with all stuff centered around actual plots and character studies like:
Not pointing fingers but realizing how someone centered their writing tropes with constant themes of harems or sexual content for a good chunk of their novel projects???? I must've been the only one in the room weirded tf out of that?
I never pay attention to my old YT videos but this dumbass responded to a old old video I did and ?????
Lostprophets singer Ian Watkins dies after attack in prison
BITCH WHAT THE FUCK?! First off why in the actual Hell would you try to insert yourself into a terrible situation that puts the victim in severe danger to make yourself look good?? Second, The fact that this is out in the open just makes it more idiotic, what the Hell is online decency anymore...
At the same time, it was a terrible cycle since I had it worse being not just a girl, but a 16 year old on the internet- where grown men dismiss your emotions and gaslit you into thinking you're the problem for reacting a certain way
This is definitely a safe space to say this, but in retrospective, yeah while I was pretty mean to teens/ minors back then, I was still looking out for them to make sure adults weren't being fucking gross to them.
From what I could actually still remember- it really was the fucking trenches at that time in a very male centered community.