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the way I only remember this app exists when twt goes down oops

writing some wicked fics for femslash feb and like wow it’s so fun to write wlw why couldn’t my brain properly hyper fixate on this musical instead of that boy band

none of them will ever be as good as girls never die was but we need a good comeback this year too

every grand gravity im like why do all the other wavs have such bad taste like ok sure the girls will do an amazing job with whatever title track wins for the comeback but can we all collectively use our brains for Good here please

i keep forgetting this app exists

laying in bed and thinking like what if I go see wicked for a third time this weekend

i love writing angst so much, every fic should include angst just love being Sad

mattmoo meadows

the way I keep forgetting this app exists and to post over here I am sorry friends, I don’t do change well it’s probably the ✨ mental illness ✨

but actually wonhee has improved so much since ru next like that’s my little daughter right there im proud of her growth

watching the mamas and wonhee suddenly like “not even god can stop me” and then whips out a gun and like yeah Okay Girl i guess they can’t stop you now

i decided to stand by the side i knew sheon and tsuki would be and was able to get great photos of them!!

(though it was harder to get photos of the girls on the other side of the stage! unless they walked over our way! so if you’re going keep standing order in mind!)

when we did the group photos after the signing fate smiled upon me and and i got right next to sheon and we made a heart together (so stay tuned for those photos!!)

anyways this was my view zoomed out for billlie

last up was sua

she noticed my birthday pin right away and wished me a happy birthday! then we talked about whether she preferred short or long hair (she said short) and i told her she looks so cool with short hair and when she raps and just how happy i was to get to see her preform!

after that was haram

and this is when my mind went completely blank as i was suddenly struck by how beautiful she was in person and completely forgot everything i planned to say and was just like “you’re so pretty”

my head was empty, haram just too pretty

after that was haruna

when i was sitting down in the chair I accidentally stepped on her foot so I spent the first seconds apologizing! then we talked about which hair color she preferred and she realized we’d both done our hair in the same style for today and called me pretty! (she’s adorable!!)

then was sheon!!!

i talked to her about how ive been a fan since gp999 and that i got into billlie because of her! and then we talked about how excited i was to see them do snowy night since that was her debut song!! and she was just the sweetest ever 🥺🥺🥺

after her was siyoon -

i told her how i almost always pull her pcs when i buy albums and she told me that it was fate and that she should be my bias now (and admittedly she did low key bias wreck me during the concert so mission accomplished)! also she sang me happy birthday!

then it was suhyeon -

she also saw my happy birthday pin and wished me happy birthday! then she noticed my little post it on my album was cat themed so we ended up talking about cats (i told her how Mew is Huge) and she drew a cat in my album 🐱

first up for the fanchat was tsuki -

I told her she was my bias and when she noticed my birthday pin she reached out to hold my hands 🥺 and wish me happy birthday!! and then i told her I liked the show she did with chuu and yuqi and she was like “i love them so much!!” 🥺

(apologies if you follow me on the other app and have to see this thread twice)

my billlie in chicago fanchat + concert experience thread ✨ #BILLLIEINGRANDAMERICA #BILLLIEinChicago

she’s just Too Pretty

sometimes girls are just pretty and then the gay little brain stops working

tell me why during the fanchats with billlie I was doing so good talking to them without being nervous until I got Haram and then my head went completely blank because she was so pretty that I forgot how words work

okay yes the new theme kinda slaps and im yujin again (just not a photo I took this time)

aww thank you 🥺🥺

billlie adding snowy night to the us tour set list is a gift to me personally (a snowy night enthusiast) but also a slight offense because now there’s not enough time for me to pull together a snowy night themed outfit before the concert on sunday 🫠

me, buying both those photoism things, a kep1er album and an illit album like: everyone knows money is fake on your birthday

low key considering making one of these my icon over here until i get new concert pics but I don’t usually like my face being my icon