💔

yeah, gotta escape a little sometimes 😩

it ended up being a bourbon & a little bit of soup kinda day 🙃

thank you for the lovely comments and replies! sorry i stopped replying to them, i got too drunk and today is extra rough. why did i think drinking would help?

i need more drugs

Cat Power - "He War" YouTube video by Matador Records

i love her so much

youtu.be/BMxjaye7tNY?...

💖

he was my first very special boy, it’s gonna hurt forever, you know?

bourbon soup is the best

i miss my baby 😭😭💔💔

thanks buddy! it sucks so bad!

woo what?
my baby is gone 😭😭💔💔

i’m drank. with good reason too :p

ha, really? great choice!

so .. uh .. this is the worst time ever and i’m too good at masking, so … uh …

i posted that one 2 secs ago!

Pet Shop Boys - Always on my mind (Official Video) [4k Upgrade] YouTube video by PetShopBoys Parlophone

and this is one of the best covers ever

Pet Shop Boys - It's A Sin (Official Video) [HD REMASTERED] YouTube video by PetShopBoys Parlophone

ok, just to change the subject a bit, i’ve been on a pet shop boys phase lately, no idea why (i mean, i love them, but dont know why they’re up in my mind now)

raised catholic me particularly likes this one lol

youtu.be/dRHetRTOD1Q?...

it’s totally cool that my groceries delivery is coming soon and it has lots of cat stuff and i look like both my eyes have been punched

thanks Bee! he was an extra extra (double, probably triple) special ginger boy to me and it’s gonna be so hard to adjust 😭💔

he was my cuddle bug, and familiar, and actually the only family i had here... 😭

he was my heart, Bee! it was one of the most important relationships i had in my whole life

idk how to show how bad i'm doing 😭

sorry, i don't want to disturb you, but i'm a big mess rn

being so good at masking sucks actually

thank you, it is so broken 😭

ha!

i know you weren’t. yeah i do 💔

thank you! ❤️

nah, 2 bowls - 1 for soup & bourbon and 1 for ice cream & bourbon

it's a soup, ice cream & bourbon kinda day

🫂