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I want kids so bad but I can’t imagine bringing any into a world like this

One time I was thinking too much while trying to fall asleep and freaked myself out with anxiety so bad that my fight or flight randomly kicked on and I panicked in bed in the dark trying to get up and run to idk where and ended up breaking my nail 😅

I fear history really is repeating itself

I turn 30 on Monday 🌝

Yes definitely, it can be so debilitating sometimes. But I’ve learned to recognize what’s happening when it happens and that helps me to stay grounded 🤍

I’m the kind of person who gets so much empathy towards other people’s hardships that I get nauseous 😩 like I’ll feel so bad for someone that I can feel it in my throat and I hate it 😩

I wish I could men in black zap myself from literally everyone’s memory

I hate when people make me regret my interactions with them because I’m always genuine and sometimes people just fucking suck.

As I’ve gotten deeper into my health journey, I’m starting to realize why everyone drinks protein shakes 😅 easy protein especially when you’re not very hungry

As someone with scoliosis also, this is hilarious 😂

Just gonna dive into my books to distract myself from the world we live in 🙂

Like how are we all supposed to be going about our days like everything is fine ITS NOT FINE

My lexapro is working overtime with this war news 🫩

The world could be such a nice place if we allowed it. It's all so goddamn unnecessary. There's no need for any of it. It's so beautiful here. It should be so cool to be alive

GET ME OUTTA HERE 😩

If reincarnation is real, I find comfort in the thought that my moms soul is still here somewhere

I’ve been thinking so heavily about changing careers

On the left is the tarot cups with "you can't sit with us" and on the right is the empress tarot card saying "I don't fucking want to"

That clique energy isn't for me 🖤✨

I knew I made the right decision after I cut ties with certain people when I realized life felt so much lighter after. I really don’t think I’ll ever regret that decision, even if it made me a villain in others story. No one understood or cared about how much I was suffering before.

I’m so ready for warmer weather

Unfortunately I do not forget the things that hurt me.

Still grieving my little Clover :(

The entire plot of Brimstone by Callie Hart is just Saeris having no filter and just saying wild shit left and right to people shes never met before

A photo of an ice cream machine with a sign reading, "Anything is possible with ice cream." Beneath that is a hand lettered sign reading, "No ice cream".

2026 basically

Pulled the “I’m the best employee you’ve got” card with my boss and actually got validated when she agreed lol

Anything I say about the state of the world right now now is going to make me look insane.

We actually don’t need the newest and shiniest of everything presented to us. Phones are dangerous. They’ve messed up everyone’s priorities.

Relatable af

Genuinely wish I could go to sleep and never wake up