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such an experience being spoiled on drag race by roscoes of all things 😭

them shoulders suffered today

tried boxing for the first time and i lovedddddd it

“okay so we will yassify this list for the next sprint then” - me working in corporate for the first time

i stunned my coworker with this sentence

thank you! :)

you can really tell i’m traumatised

don’t worry i will drag this for a portion of this arc i have to milk this life story

that said, it makes me even angrier that i experienced the phd the way i did

you’re telling me i was basically living hell for something so inconsequential and that’s barely rewarding?

if i knew all of that wasn’t so deep, i’d have saved myself from so much grief 😭

got a stellar performance review at work, i just feel so happy i’ve been adjusting well to my new life

it makes all the sorrow, lack of appreciation and all days i felt like were wasted…it makes it all worth it

☺️

it is, what’s happening right now could’ve been preventable had the tech industry focused on optimisation rather than whatever is going on right now

oh youuuuu

the more i work with AI stuff the more i facepalm bc we can do a lot with smaller models and rule based stuff, we really don’t need to burn the world for silly images and videos 😭

like those big models and the excessive amount of data centres are depressing

i try, i will evolve to absolute hottie one day!

not safe for walking! bc i am running get it

power automate is such a quirky microsoft product it’s like lego but each time you build something together you get stabbed randomly

we’ll get there 😭

i can feel my social battery and overall energy battery so low 💀 i am so working from home today

you must be tired of my work selfies (but i just looooved this outfit so much)

like this whole thing can’t be healthy if it pervades our psyche like this 😭 i still struggle to understand how someone maintains a system that is this bad for mental health

it’s funny how i’ve reverted into being introverted after 2024/2025, this past week i saw friends and had social stuff every single day and i still can’t believe i made through it 😭

the way i had a nightmare i was still living at my university’s dorms

so this is how the post phd dreams start huh

i’m so glad i did not stay in bed this actually felt so good 😭

look i just yearn for more games like catherine

adult themes, fast paced puzzles and the word “edge!” echoing at the back of your head? we all need this

we need more experimental games!

for shits and giggles they should make the chaos alignment to be monogamous and the law alignment to be non-monogamous

although traditionally in shin megami tensei games, law is usually associated with control/order, so that’d be tough to pull off

i wish they made a game like catherine but instead of dealing with infidelity it should deal with monogamy vs non-monogamy

there are certain aspects of it in the game (if I recall they even ask the player about it), but i feel like they’re mere details

i just think it’d be cool 😭

since i socialised every single day for the past 7 days i will take a hiatus from human interactions for the foreseeable future

(jk i will attend my first leather meetup next weekend)

i wish i had more time to play resident evil 9 😭

but at the same time i’m taking it slow so it feels like it will last longer

caramelised onions make any burger 200% better omg

resident evil 9 is so satisfying to play omg

anything with resident evil, snipers and leon together in the same sentence gives me the chill i am so not for missions to protect people with snipers

i can’t aim for shite 😭