[NO REPOSTING] Jungle Pocket (real)

I'm trying to sleep

Just kinda in the aftermath of Golshi taking over for a bit. And also Pokopia stealing all my attention isn't helping.

One definite downside to tying art so intimately with how you're outwardly presenting at a given moment is I really wanna draw but brain is kinda nebulous and mushy right now so. ??????

I swear if I'm getting sick mere days before my vacation

And then uh. Golshi threw her own addition in there.

I am so fucking antsy about needing to draw all day but the whole break room has been packed all day so I haven't been able to. Like it's actually driving me crazy.

One positive about my fucking annoying work schedule situation (works wednesday thru sunday but the work week technically starts on saturday) is that my vacation is sandwiched between two half-weeks buh.

I think plurality, particularly when it comes to fictives, is interesting in how it more or less gives a fictional character an actual different lived experience. Like imagine if Agnes Tachyon was an artist rather than a scientist.

Like,

Looking up "nightmare mask" and Tachy's not impressed.

I swear Tachyon will put her touch on my ideas and then they're just way better.

I know what you mean and relate to exactly the way you mean it obviously but this is a funny image to read this in a "We have a Haru Urara fictive in our system" sense

THANK YOU BREASTIE HEHE

Little wins: We just got a raise yay

Now that it's everybody be macro time Golshi wants to kick everyone's ass

Thinking about how a regular sentiment I see from fellow trans women is that their outlook on life, mental state, and ability to be productive just flatly and completely improved post being on HRT for long enough and. Sigh.

I hate that even really soft and light-hearted kink art feels like you're drawing something raunchier than just straight up fuckporn

It's not physical it's just like. I already suffered from Undiagnosed Something but ever since then in particular it has been so so so much harder to just stay in a good mood.

Something about being in so much pain I was bedridden for a month post surgery has awoken something chronic in me I can't name.

Apathy about self care grows

Me when even after the Twitter exodus there's still "Tch...... I don't like Pokemon anymore and I'm gonna talk in your ear about it" types following me

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Hate getting anxious whenever a post breaks containment on main cause jeeeez

New drink cafe place just opened up in one of the cubbyholes at work and buh the strawberry-banana smoothie and this muffintop are delicious

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