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HOLY SHIT YOUTUBE I JUST WANT TO LISTEN TO MY PLAYLIST AND CRY IN PEACE WHY CAN'T YOU STOP WITH THE FUCKING ADS FOR TEN MINUTES AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

Waah I wasn't aware of this song from Asian Kung-Fu Generation, so good!

I used to have a lot of songs from them and NICO Thouches the Wall glued to my head lol

Thank you 🩷
My art goal of this month is to get better at drawing face expressions!

Cross-hatching art of three wolf heads in different angles, made digitally.

Practicing wolf heads, will post a colored version later 🐺🎨
#狼の練習 #絵 #sketch #art #artpost

Close ups
#cat #art #headshot #commsopen #furryart

Digital illustration of four cats making snarling expressions. Each one has a different color pattern: two of them have are tabby cat, one is a siamese the other a heterochromatic calico cat.

Some cat faces study 😺🖌️
#スッケチ #イラスト #創作 #art #artpost #sketch #furry #furryart

A quiet mind is everything I've been wishing for 🙏 and yeah, they're still there but I can cut them pretty quickly.
My background music was whatever song my head decided to remember first thing in the morning- really good to find forgotten gems again lol

Yesss, black and red makes everything cooler! Although I ended up buying a white and red Gi... Which is also a great color combination!

I want to buy this black and red Gi so badddd but my self-conscious ass won't let meeee

a silhouette of a person with their arms outstretched in front of a purple background ALT: a silhouette of a person with their arms outstretched in front of a purple background

How listening to slowed+reverb Deftones and shoegaze covers of Radiohead feels like

It's been two weeks since I started taking my ADHD meds again, the racing thoughts and anger are gone but...

The background music in my head has gone away too. Whyyyy please come baaack

I really want to start making some polls for you guys to vote on ideas for what I should draw next. I think it'd be a good and fun way to get rid of my constant art blocks.

...but why doesn't bsky add a poll feature? This is so ass

Today I finally got back on my ADHD medication! It's astonishing how much clearer my head seems to be than the rollercoaster mess that it was last year. I'll never make the mistake of stopping my treatment again, people's judgement can kiss my healthy ass!

I totally will. I'm actually planning on using the photos as background for some illustrations and a manga I'm working on this year!

Thank you!!

I just found out that the place where I moved in has a lot of hiking areas close to. So I'm thinking about buying some proper footwear, a camera and making it a hobby.

These last days I've only been capable of drawing over my notebook sheets when studying but the moment I open Clip Studio all my creativity skills leave my body...

Forgot to post the night version 🌌🌕
#kny #demonslayer #tomiokagiyuu #fanart #art

Ugh, I relate so hard with this. Although I'm trying to do better, when life gets too much I just can't bring myself to open my socials and reply to people.
But it's way easier to deal with these struggles when you guys are so accepting and keep cheering my silly drawings. I want to thank you guys☺️

Hey!! Thank you, I was missing you guys ⊂⁠(⁠´⁠･⁠◡⁠･⁠⊂⁠ ⁠)⁠∘⁠˚⁠˳⁠°

Gojo Satoru's action figure from Jujutsu Kaisen that I got at a anime figure catching machine.

I usually avoid playing at Claw machines because, well... but I couldn't help myself when this was the prize!

me too pikachu

Digital illustration of Tomioka Giyuu from the anime Demon Slayer. The character is in a forest with gentle snow falling over him in daylight, he's in a kneeling pose while holding his nichirin sword.

I've been practicing how to paint clothes for a while, decided to draw Tomioka Giyuu because I'm really fond of his design.
#KNY #鬼滅の刃 #イラスト #ファンアート #art #artpost

Social anxiety is so awful. Typing and deleting again and again before making a single post. Why do I keep worrying over something so small that no one will remember the next day is beyond me.

My bsky account must be gathering dust and spider webs at this point... I don't really have any excuse besides that I can't deal with stress and socializing is indeed super stressful...

Thank you for the support. Family always says that I'm being dramatic for getting upset about these things. "Just ignore", "forget about it" and "it's just their opinion" stop working when you're already struggling with self hatred.

Glad to know there's people that don't agree with this behavior.

Self portrait sketch of myself. Traditional art, made with a mechanical pen.

Self portrait sketch to see if I can deal with the ✨self hatred✨
#スケッチ #art #artshare #bskyart

Listening to Mafumafu until my ears start bleeding. I don't think I ever related so hard with a song like I do with Isshou Fukou de Kamawanai, Umareta Imi Nado Nakatta and Kurai Madoromi no Yobu Hou e.

I can deal with relatives and strangers opinions, but I cannot avoid being disappointed about my mom's lack of empathy towards me. I don't even want her to accept or agree with me, just to show she cares when people hurt me like this.

I really feel like a human failure in moments like this.

1: Appearances and respect toward guests above your kid's feelings and dignity. 2: Proceed to dismiss and berate your kids because "they lack respect and are too selfish". 3: Silent treatment

Yeah, that's pretty much shitty asian culture to ya