benji. ꩜

What the hell just happened in the past few weeks...

doomed from the start i guess

i'm so sad. i haven't lost everything and everyone, but it feels like so. no one cares, nobody tried to help, nobody said anything

(this is not work related)

i keep thinking what more could've i done... but there is nothing . i gave my everything, my best, but it wasn't enough

doing unwell tonight... i tried so hard with everything, to keep up everything, but i eventually broke under the pressure and it all fell apart

thank you taylor! 🥺❤️

i will be working at a different position at my workplace, so january and february will be crazy... :>> but i'm feeling really happy, i haven't felt like this in a long time...

i've been a little inactive here, i'm sorry >__< there are a lot of preparations happening at my workplace and i just had very little free time 😣

saw this trend on yt last month and only now decided to jump on it with bkdk lol.
i thought it was a fun idea. 😅
#bkdk #bkdkbk #mha #animation
//tw flashing lights

i gotta get out of bed, i feel like im bedrotting again :(

I TAKE IT BACK I TAKE IT BACK IT WAS CORRECT AND IT'S BREAKING MY HEART

I GOT TO THE SPOILER SCENE AND WHAT;;; I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE THE OTHER WAY AROUND IM LOWKEY HAPPY WTH

ok enough of this heated rivalry show now, back to ktdk 😍

:(( i hope there won't be a forced coming out scene

third ep, the other couple 🥺 i hope everything goes well for them...

i finished the second episode, went to instagram and saw a spoiler of it AS A BKDK FAN ANIMATION 😭 i'm not ready for it...

this is painful to watch 😞 i'm not a fan of this kind of enemies to who knows what

SHANEEEE 💔💔💔💔

please shane don't fold 💔

WHATTTT. HE DID NOT JUST SENT THAT

of course ilya is like that 😔 shouldn't be surprised

the way they made the hockey part look like its from 08's... how cool is that...

ok this might turn into a reaction thread (?)

he put on a suit for hook up?? 😭

cutiess 🥺🥺

mkay, only the thread is left ^_^ i got a little game session with my friend, i will do it afterwards...

uhm... i think i did well? ^^ not very goth, it turned out more cutesy and light than wanted... #fashion #alternative #makeup (?? lol..)

okay, i have so much planned for today ^w^

-> try to do a goth make up look
-> paint with acrylic paints
-> write a ktdk thread

it's about to be 3pm... let's hope i can achieve everything 🤧