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Read me and weep she/her; if I like you, you can call me sir http://www.kawaishen.com

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p.s. Realized my second post doesn't make sense without spelling out the full title, which is Box Hill: a Story of Low Self-Esteem.

10.03.2026 16:26 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Also, I'm just salty because for once it would nice to have a dominant character who isn't some untouchable, emotionally constipated menacing figure or a male sub who has a spine and I dunno, a modicum of self respect.

10.03.2026 16:23 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

As well, in my reading, Box Hill draws a parallel bw Colin contorting himself for Ray and his mother contorting herself for his father. Which is to say, D/s isn't the problem; it's the lack of self respect or esteem as noted in the title. Pillion completely drops this critique.

10.03.2026 16:22 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Preferred Box Hill over Pillion (film adaptation) in part because the former doesn't use humour and style to deflect you from how the story stretches the liberal notion of consent past its breaking point. Box Hill asks the reader to confront this challenge; Pillion asks the viewer to bypass it 🧡

10.03.2026 16:17 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Cover of Box Hill by Adam Mars-Jones. Pattern of baby pink and white diamonds. In the white diamonds, images of a blurred black and white illustration of a motorbike and a colour botanical illustration of a passion flower.

Cover of Box Hill by Adam Mars-Jones. Pattern of baby pink and white diamonds. In the white diamonds, images of a blurred black and white illustration of a motorbike and a colour botanical illustration of a passion flower.

See quoted post for review

10.03.2026 16:15 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1
Call For Pitches: Spoiled Rotten "I want the world. I want the whole world. I want to lock it all up in my pocket. It's my bar of chocolate. Give it to me now."–Veruca Salt, Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (1971) Β  β€œThat’s hot...

Paid writing opportunity 🍰

10.03.2026 16:07 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Berg: Piano Sonata, Op. 1
Berg: Piano Sonata, Op. 1 YouTube video by Mitsuko Uchida - Topic

Reject the algo; play outside statistical likelihoods

10.03.2026 04:22 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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08.03.2026 14:56 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 15 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 2
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call for submissions

PLAGIARI[S]M
edited by @benlibman.bsky.social

opens 16/03

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02.03.2026 09:32 πŸ‘ 13 πŸ” 10 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 2
Hand holding copies of ιš†ιš† by 萬砂 圭貴 and Tanned Love by Timothy

Hand holding copies of ιš†ιš† by 萬砂 圭貴 and Tanned Love by Timothy

The girl with the most πŸ₯©πŸ°

07.03.2026 21:20 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Excerpt from Burroughs' The Wild Boys: A Book of the Dead:

... excitement on his back with the knees up red fumes that burn erogenous holes in writhing flesh naked choking in that phantom bed when I came to the room was abandoned to weeds and vines star dust on a bench silent empty room kid of darkness fading over the florist shop flickering look an old wash stand musty house slow smile you there dim jerky bedroom 18 on the top floor ::: my flesh ::: I could ::: the film breaks ::: jerky silment film ::: look at the fading body ::: I looked about nineteen. "But not that one word?" It is getting dark ::: boy ::: remember so intense it hurts ::: :sadness in his eyes 1920 movie ::: peanuts ::: "Thank you"::: the film breaks ::: naked boy on yellow toilet fingers from a long time ago the boy solid quick and silent coming so intense it hurts teeth bared see solid now I could touch my flesh pants down evening sky ::: naked boy fading erased out ::: "Thank you" ::: the film breaks ::: pose is a long time ago memory noises frayed magazine over there room grainy like an old movie dim silver sky ::: the other leans forward laughing comparing ::: pieces of the blurred 1920 afternoon ::: jerky bed twisted feet buttocks quivering phantom boy nods the other straddles rectum explosed squeezed out musty odor luminous bodies quiver together deserted city dying sun old movie set. I turn the page. Sepia of each phallus a drop of the red color that rose flesh mouth speaking prickles of deslight. I turn he page each picture framed in roses.

Excerpt from Burroughs' The Wild Boys: A Book of the Dead: ... excitement on his back with the knees up red fumes that burn erogenous holes in writhing flesh naked choking in that phantom bed when I came to the room was abandoned to weeds and vines star dust on a bench silent empty room kid of darkness fading over the florist shop flickering look an old wash stand musty house slow smile you there dim jerky bedroom 18 on the top floor ::: my flesh ::: I could ::: the film breaks ::: jerky silment film ::: look at the fading body ::: I looked about nineteen. "But not that one word?" It is getting dark ::: boy ::: remember so intense it hurts ::: :sadness in his eyes 1920 movie ::: peanuts ::: "Thank you"::: the film breaks ::: naked boy on yellow toilet fingers from a long time ago the boy solid quick and silent coming so intense it hurts teeth bared see solid now I could touch my flesh pants down evening sky ::: naked boy fading erased out ::: "Thank you" ::: the film breaks ::: pose is a long time ago memory noises frayed magazine over there room grainy like an old movie dim silver sky ::: the other leans forward laughing comparing ::: pieces of the blurred 1920 afternoon ::: jerky bed twisted feet buttocks quivering phantom boy nods the other straddles rectum explosed squeezed out musty odor luminous bodies quiver together deserted city dying sun old movie set. I turn the page. Sepia of each phallus a drop of the red color that rose flesh mouth speaking prickles of deslight. I turn he page each picture framed in roses.

Pollute the algo with ectoplasmic prose 🌹

06.03.2026 22:57 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Midnight Mass Books & Chez Moi Books Presents
DOUBLE LIFE
A GEARY ART CRAWL BOOKFAIR
Sat Mar 7 12-6PM
Standard Time 165 Geary Ave, 2nd fl
FREE ADMISSION

Midnight Mass Books & Chez Moi Books Presents DOUBLE LIFE A GEARY ART CRAWL BOOKFAIR Sat Mar 7 12-6PM Standard Time 165 Geary Ave, 2nd fl FREE ADMISSION

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06.03.2026 22:35 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The Northman as "historically accurate" LOL

06.03.2026 17:02 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Black and white photo by Armin Morbach of Gabriel Moginot, a student of Mr. Pearl. Shot from behind, the young Frenchman wears a backward baseball cap, tshirt and white tightlacing corset of his design with a black lace applique.

Black and white photo by Armin Morbach of Gabriel Moginot, a student of Mr. Pearl. Shot from behind, the young Frenchman wears a backward baseball cap, tshirt and white tightlacing corset of his design with a black lace applique.

Scramble the algo

06.03.2026 04:44 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Cover of FAT + FLOUR: The Art of a Simple Bake by Nicole Rucker, photograph of stacks of chocolate chip cookies.

Cover of FAT + FLOUR: The Art of a Simple Bake by Nicole Rucker, photograph of stacks of chocolate chip cookies.

Is eating chocolate while reading baking cookbooks because you're too knackered to actually bake anything a recession indicator.

05.03.2026 23:43 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Vlad Mag #8: β€œToxic Nostalgia,” edited by Tex Gresham & @wwwwkurtcom.bsky.social, is OUT NOW on the site ☣️ Subs open for issue nine, β€œSuburban Spunk,” edited by @dtrobbins.bsky.social (@rejectionlit.bsky.social)

03.03.2026 21:18 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1

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01.03.2026 23:24 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Practicing Another World On the conditions that make change feel possible

From my publisher, thoughts on art, resistance, community and ethics πŸ’—

01.03.2026 22:14 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 1
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Thyme Travellers: A MW4P Reading Fundraiser Thyme Travellers: A MW4P Reading Fundraiser πŸ“šπŸŒ±Join us on Thursday, March 12th at Articule (6282 Saint-Hubert) for a reading fundraiser for the Bridge of Solidarity, an anti-capitalist aid org in Gaza,...

For Montrealers: my former editor, H Felix Chau Bradley, will be reading from Thyme Travelers: An Anthology of Palestinian Speculative Fiction 🌌🌿 Details in πŸ”—

01.03.2026 22:12 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Perfect Victims and the Politics of Appeal by Mohammed El-Kurd. Abstracted illustration of passive bodies and arrows violently strewn over the cover.

Perfect Victims and the Politics of Appeal by Mohammed El-Kurd. Abstracted illustration of passive bodies and arrows violently strewn over the cover.

When the line between human and inhuman is drawn and redrawn by the hands that exercise power over you, there will never be enough proof. Nothing is actually being adjudicated, this paradigm is about control and domination.

28.02.2026 21:39 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

I understand how painful and disorienting it is to have a career marked by carrots end with a stick. But if you believed grad degrees or thinky skills or valuable experience somehow exempted you from capitalist violence, you never really understood the reality you're living in...

27.02.2026 23:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Cover of Encyclopedia of Erotic Literature edited by GaΓ«tan Brulotte and John Philips.

Cover of Encyclopedia of Erotic Literature edited by GaΓ«tan Brulotte and John Philips.

Inconsistent levels of comprehensiveness depending on region but still useful for building themed reading lists, especially in French.

27.02.2026 22:53 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

It seems to me that the loss of metaphorical/artistic skills, the kind of epistemic poverty we collectively accept as being advanced, is actually incredibly harmful to the integrity and meaning of empirical reality. Devaluing metaphor does not elevate the empirical, it degrades the empirical.

26.02.2026 18:25 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The skills necessary to work wisely with metaphor, to handle paradox and multiple shifting meanings, seem to have atrophied on a collective level. The loss of our ability to perceive and parse our reality wisely rests upon these skills. Our material survival rests on these skills.

26.02.2026 18:23 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Really wish that we'd recognize the importance of training ourselves to work w metaphorical/artistic/phenomenological truths instead of writing this off as "soft," frivolous, and subordinate to empirical truths. I fundamentally disagree with characterizing art as impractical 🧡

26.02.2026 18:22 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Cover of Putain by Nelly Arcan. Black and white photograph of a blond woman staring intensely into the camera, the eyeliner of one eye smeared and tracking down her face as though she's been crying.

Cover of Putain by Nelly Arcan. Black and white photograph of a blond woman staring intensely into the camera, the eyeliner of one eye smeared and tracking down her face as though she's been crying.

Not an easy read for someone with shaky French. The sentences are so, so long. As well, the subject matter is heavy, esp given the context of the book's reception and how Arcan was treated by the press.

26.02.2026 00:10 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Installation titled Proof. An image formed by dots printed on strips of calculator paper, arranged almost like vertical blinds, forms the image of two crows among trees, one in flight. The last strip is still connected to a printing calculator on a table. Beside this, a flat screen rests on the floor screen-up, showing the same image.

Installation titled Proof. An image formed by dots printed on strips of calculator paper, arranged almost like vertical blinds, forms the image of two crows among trees, one in flight. The last strip is still connected to a printing calculator on a table. Beside this, a flat screen rests on the floor screen-up, showing the same image.

Ground floor of Cafeteria, magenta neon lighting reflecting from the mirrored domes on the ceiling where rows of red Chinese lanterns hang. Peter Greenaway's The Pillow Book is being projected onto the wall.

Ground floor of Cafeteria, magenta neon lighting reflecting from the mirrored domes on the ceiling where rows of red Chinese lanterns hang. Peter Greenaway's The Pillow Book is being projected onto the wall.

Mehdi Dandi at Cafeteria

23.02.2026 22:45 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Look Mom I'm a Hegelian E-girl On Lost Lambs, Flat Earth, and misogyny

It's lit criticism but imo this article by @emotrophywife.bsky.social also explains Praying (fashion brand) which also cashes in on a nakedly vapid kind of nihilism and perhaps does it better than the authors cited...

23.02.2026 22:24 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
Cover of Hot Net Hotel: Comics from China's Alt Comics Scene, a comics anthology. A grid over which a colourful illustration of various sea creatures swim in close formation.

Cover of Hot Net Hotel: Comics from China's Alt Comics Scene, a comics anthology. A grid over which a colourful illustration of various sea creatures swim in close formation.

A full page panel by KKCIT's Hunger Breeds Discontent. An abstract figure rendered with melting, organic lines suggesting organs and fluids is seated at a table with plates and cups, holding chopsticks that pull at the skin of a dumpling. In type: I shouldn't eat but you smell good...

A full page panel by KKCIT's Hunger Breeds Discontent. An abstract figure rendered with melting, organic lines suggesting organs and fluids is seated at a table with plates and cups, holding chopsticks that pull at the skin of a dumpling. In type: I shouldn't eat but you smell good...

I forgot I'd backed the funding campaign for this amazing comics anthology by @paradisesystems.bsky.social - a pleasant surprize in my inbox!!

23.02.2026 17:52 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Hand holding cover of The Vermin issue 3. Red and ball image of a curled up NIN-esque Downward Spiral worm.

Hand holding cover of The Vermin issue 3. Red and ball image of a curled up NIN-esque Downward Spiral worm.

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23.02.2026 00:57 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0