Tiel

Credit to @itomaisfuzzy.bsky.social for making the Possum Astsrdies!

That's some goals right there and I should steal your ideas.

Bell Bottoms lasted until the late 70s/early 80s when they were split into AT&T Bottoms and a few other pants companies

Hell, why not

I'm not too discouraged or unmotivated, just making gradual progress and feeling the slightest bit impatient on a slow Friday.
But I'm not taking pics at a mirror lately anyway. Good lighting helps and good angles help, but I really just need more time and work, and I know it.

I wish I were in show-off-my-build kind of shape right now.
Feeling pretty strong lately, but not in a way that shows on camera as well as it should.

After years of not wanting much and trying to keep it that way, I'm realizing I really can't think of a thing I want at all, at least materially. Weird feeling.
Just wish the world weren't such a mess right now and things weren't getting worse.

Hundreds of people have seen me naked thanks to social media and stuff.
If I got in seriously kickass shape, what would I need to do to increase that to thousands of people?

Also man, this week has kicked my ass. I know the world is turbulent, but usually I'm not falling apart in my own little world too.
Just so damn tired and wish I had more mental stamina.
I'll be alright, though.

Trying to get in shape before that Vegas con.
See me in a month.

This is the perfect dog to feed to a coyote.

Spent all night in a dream where I got torn down for being who and what I am.
Humility can be difficult, but humility with grace is always hard, especially when you're hit with sincere insults that sting, delivered with no malice.
Wonder of any of these dream lessons will actually sink in.

One very scary modern thing is that as backlash to our hellscape, I'm more set than ever on thinking for myself.
So I'm going through old media, games, music, and whatever else and genuinely asking myself what I think.
Did I really spend years trying to just see the zeitgeist, assuming it's right?

I assume I'm not allowed to have an opinion since I don't consume VNs much, but since they keep being shoved in my face on social media: it's so annoying that so many of these gay furry VNs are themed around physical and psychological abuse and violence, like have y'all not had enough of that??

You mean the elder bird, right?
Or do I have that mixed up?

Getting talked over and ignored by someone much louder than you really is one of the worst things. Extremely draining.
Worse still when it's at the expense of any other evening plans you may have had.
Worse even still when you look like an ass for not wanting to deal with it.

Jeez. Having been a worse version of myself years ago, I really can't help but wonder how lots of people I knew back then are totally the same.
Like how do you just refuse to see your flaws and improve?
I believe in aging like good wine and feel like that should be everyone's default goal?
Dunno.

Got hurt this past week and am so fucking relieved that my leg doesn't hurt much this morning.
Knee pain means you're getting too damn old and need to slow down. And I refuse to get old.

Had to at least try despite just being a singing garbage critter

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAA!!!
Also don't overlook garbage. It's kinda good.

Man, the internet used to be a space where you're adult by default and parents are responsible for monitoring their kids.
Instead of actually admitting that's how it should be, people in power are killing what's left of privacy with the facade of protecting children.
The whole charade is exhausting.

At my job, you know you're doing a bad job when they stop giving you work that someone else will rely on.
But somehow, they don't yell at you in my line of work either.

Hold me like this:

Quiznos Coyote

11”x14” Oil on Canvas

More Colorado

The world and the internet are extra terrifying to be tonight and I feel powerless.
Lucky I have a solid autopilot, I guess, or I'd be a mess right now.

Even more of this and now I actually have to go to the office.
Ugh.

Coyote howling lustily in a snowy woods.

Monday.

You've got this.

Yotes are fun autotuned too

Got snowed in and missed it despite really wanting to make this one.
I'm bummed.