cuteosphere

CW: body dysmorphia, derealisation, mention of eating disorder and self harm

Ain’t got nobody #brainbunnies

Been thinking about this post and like - I don’t even feel fully comfortable calling myself a trans man, that’s how repressed it is. I have cried over the fact I’ll never have a dick, I feel good when I feel masculine, but that’s how fucking repressed I am, I still feel I don’t “qualify”. Fuck it

Thank you for such a kind comment ❤️

Walk walk fashion baby

Discussion of body

CW: body dysmorphia, derealisation, mention of eating disorder and self harm

Ain’t got nobody #brainbunnies

Lye looks surprised as Art stands behind them and says “damn that tank makes you look hot as fuck. Makes me wish I could hit it”

Panel from a WIP

killer seven

Yesterday (women’s day) my gf asked me to make her noodles. I told her we were still out since we hadn’t bought more since the last time I made them. In despair she wailed “YOU HATE WOMEN”

Shrimp Sona (furshrona) idea, no name for it yet

Oh this design fucking whips!! I love em!!!

They even sent me to a fucking all-girl school! It’s like a joke

Sometimes I feel like I was created as an experiment to formulate a recipe for the most repressed trans man alive

I wish my relationship with gender wasn’t so hopeless and complex. But I grew up not knowing trans men existed and not diagnosed with autism until my 20s, with an older brother who is an aggressive, self-conscious misogynist and a younger one who got to come out and start transitioning as a teen

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Addendum #brainbunnies

Hold on to anything #brainbunnies

CW: suicidal ideation, intentionally vague discussion of trauma, distress

The girl that time forgot #brainbunnies

The wolf inside #brainbunnies

Hold on to anything #brainbunnies

It’s like a projector flickering between multiple slides for seconds at a time. Back and forth and back and forth. Sometimes two slides are loaded at once and the images overlap, creating a confusing thing, but it’s warm too. Idk. Hard to articulate

It’s so confusing to have the depression and the comforter in the same head, you know? Even after all these years. Lying in the dark so afraid and hopeless but there’s someone there saying they’ll look after you but it’s also you, a different you. The vulnerability and comfort in one brain clashes

We just got the fuck out of Italy, where will Indy go next to take photos and piss around doing side quests?? Come find out NOW

Save me leather temple on headphones at full volume. Carpenter brut you have to save me

Ooooh the depression is fucking BAD gang. It’s fucking rough rn holy shit. Get me the fuck out of here (my brain and body)

When Terry Pratchett died it struck me that our door to the world inside his mind was forever closed. Other people could write Discworld books of course, but they would be their own interpretation - not bad but inherently different. I realised each human mind is a unique, limited resource

Ulfie (an anthropomorphic rabbit with a wolf’s face) is crying while pulling hard on a rope attached to a noose around her neck. The other end of the rope disappears off frame, toward a pillar, and on the other side of the pillar a pair of feet dangle from the top of the frame.

You were supposed to keep hold of your side
But you didn’t
And ever since then
You’ve been so fucking heavy
#brainbunnies

You were right

How do I look at normal people and tell them that this is seriously and 100% what my ideal body type is

Yea