I got it down to 43 before lunch!!! I might be able to catch up this week 🥳🥳
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I got it down to 43 before lunch!!! I might be able to catch up this week 🥳🥳
I had 89 emails when I started 4.5 hours ago. I'm down to 48 which means I've kicked ass this morning 😄
Song of the Day
🎶🎶 I wouldn't talk to a friend the way I talk to myself
(I'm turning my life to hell)
See the voice in my head really needs some help
(I figure I might as well)🎶🎶
music.youtube.com/watch?v=sEAK...
Gunna be honest, it never even occurred to me that I could lie??? So thank you, because I kept spiraling and it was very unproductive💜
I'm supposed to be writing daily positive things about myself but I just can't??? Everything I think of my brain immediately counters with very clear examples about why those things aren't true. Which is why I'm trying this project in the first place. But if it's not true I can't include it. SIGH
Rating: Mature Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Relationship: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Shane HollanderIlya RozanovYuna HollanderDavid HollanderHayden PikeJackie PikeHayden Pike's ChildrenFarah JalaliSvetlana VetrovaRose Landry Additional Tags: RacismMontreal Voyageurs | Montreal Metros Being Assholes (Game Changers)FluffMarriage ProposalEmotional Hurt/ComfortAlternate Universe - Canon DivergenceHomophobic LanguageComing Outnobody let shane and ilya make the plansthey're both very bad at itno hockey in my hockey ficIdiots in Love Language: English Series: Part 1 of all the stars aligned Stats: Published:2026-03-01Completed:2026-03-05Words:32,183Chapters:3/3Comments:220Kudos:2,032Bookmarks:569Hits:17,412 all the stars
all the stars aligned heydoeydoey Summary: They’d agreed on a plan. It was cautious. Designed to keep them safe. Laying the foundation for a future after hockey. It didn’t include Shane going nuclear one fucking day into pre-season, blowing up his entire life on something he should’ve expected to happen if he was being honest with himself. Or, when the long game falls apart, Shane and Ilya need a new plan. (Or or, from the ten year plan to the one week speed-run.)
Stop what you're doing and read this #Hollanov fic!!! #StarshineRecs
archiveofourown.org/works/80441546
I've been trying to wrap my head around this: I have a friend who is trying to get her new husband Canadian citizenship (he's USian). They've been told by their lawyer he's not allowed to leave Canada for a while.
How does that work when Ilya travels for work??? Like?? He can't just NOT travel??
Heeseung is leaving Enhypen. He'll be making a solo album with BeLift and Enhypen will carry on as 6 members not 7
The Enhypen news??? I don't follow them closely but I love their music. I hope their fandom is able to appreciate this opportunity rather than completely crash out.
It was hard to program but it's been very useful 👌 👍 🙂 😀 😄
You have link? Give!
Apparently I missed the link???? Sorry to whomever wanted it. Link request meme at myself lol
archiveofourown.org/works/80697661
Oh noooooooo I missed it lol I hadn't done that accidentally yet 😅
archiveofourown.org/works/80697661
It was! I laughed several times at the sheer ridiculousness of it 🤣🤣
IT WAS!! It brought me so much joy and soft feelings
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply Category: M/M Fandom: Heated Rivalry (TV) Relationship: Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov Characters: Shane HollanderIlya RozanovHayden PikeScott Hunter (Game Changers) Additional Tags: 5+1 ThingsComing OutEstablished RelationshipHurt/ComfortFluffComedySocial MediaMisunderstandingsCrack Treated SeriouslyPlot Twists Language: English Series: ← Previous Work Part 12 of Hollanov Stats: Published:2026-03-05Words:8,020Chapters:1/1Comments:270Kudos:5,931Bookmarks:854Hits:47,260
Who Do You Love dabforpalermo Summary: ”Shane Hollander of the Montreal Metros has been accused of homophobia after making an insensitive joke regarding gay marriage. This is especially hurtful due to its timing — following a shutout game against the New York Admirals, where Captain Scott Hunter resides as the only openly gay player in the MLH. Our insider source confirms this is not the first time Hollander has expressed his negative opinion on the LGBT+ community. Our team has reached out to Hollander’s representative staff and is awaiting a response.” Or: Five times Hollanov tries to come out only for nobody to believe them, and one time it sticks.
Today is a busy day in the #StarshineRecs tag because I have another one that I just read and loved 😂😂😂 #Hollanov tried so damn hard to come out and it just wasn't working 😂😂😂😂
My watch notified me of a celli fic, and I saw the title and went "Wait a freaking minute, is this a wake up in Vegas married sequel????" And had to run to my phone to find out it is!!!!!!!!!! Everyone go read this right now! And if you haven't read #1, GO DO THAT TOO!!! #StarshineRecs
Do Not Engage. The media wants our clicks and engagement by any means necessary. Do not give it to them. Focus on BTS.
the revenge listSeries Bookmark Series Series Metadata Creators: Powerfulweak, wishfulfiction Series Begun: 2026-01-25 Series Updated: 2026-03-09 Stats: Words:16,894Works:3Complete:NoBookmarks:135 Listing Series Just the Way You Are by Powerfulweak, wishfulfiction Fandoms:Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV) Explicit No Archive Warnings Apply M/M Complete Work 25 Jan 2026 Tags No Archive Warnings ApplyTroy Barrett/Harris DroverShane Hollander/Ilya RozanovTroy BarrettHarris DroverShane HollanderIlya RozanovChiron (Game Changers)Anya | Ilya Rozanov's DogZane BoodramWyatt HayesLuca HaasEvan DykstraAdrian Dela CruzBrandon WiebeBody Worshipself esteem boosting blow jobsShitty Ex Boyfriendsrevenge brain trustTroy is obsessed with HarrisSelf Esteem Issuesspoilers for Role Modelpost TLG Summary Troy is completely over his ex. He has an amazing boyfriend, a great dog, the best team in the league, and a life he could never have dreamed about in the closet. So of course, an unsolicited Instagram message from Adrian De La Cruz one Friday morning before practice, hits Troy like a freight train. Series Part 1 of the revenge list Language: English Words: 8,474 Chapters: 2/2 Comments: 47 Kudos: 1,384 Bookmarks: 143 Hits: 11,304 revenge is the best revenge
Everyone, go and read this series!!!! I'm always wear for found family and supportive friends and this is just delightful. Part 3 is still a WIP. It made me giggle several times.
#Hollanov #StarshineRecs
archiveofourown.org/series/5693986
Duolingo being shady
Duolingo is so shady. Damn, dude, I've been using Rosetta Stone
Bingo!
I had to retake my Myers Briggs which currently has me as infj again. Who knows, maybe next time I take it we'll match lol
Ah, if you prefer visual, there is a full transcript available on the rustyquill website, but I do recommend the voice acting.
Listen IF YOU DO COME SCREAM TO ME ABOUT IT!!!! Like, I'm so close to relistening to it again except that means stopping all ky audio books I've been binging so I havent yet lol
So far so good! Thank goodness. It was a rough week of pain 💓
Listen, Shane and Ilya are my age (okay, 2 years younger whatevs) and it would make so much sense for it to casually pop up in hollanov fic that I might need to do this myself 🤣🤣
Reading slumps are actually so much worse than writing slumps 💯💯💯 I'm glad you're breaking out of it!
Aah good to know! I think I'm mostly desensitized to that after The Magnus Archives (if you like horror and podcasts, highly recommend)
I had to search everywhere for it aaaah it wasnt showing in my history and then I remembered the author replied to my comment 😃
archiveofourown.org/works/79833161
Honestly, I'm looking for my old eyeliner to do just that lol
That's fair! I definitely read a lot of AUs in Inception, so there is always an exception! I used to think I only preferred Canon compliant when I first got into a fandom, but I've learned that's not really the case. I think it's because I want to know how others play in this playground.