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I wish I was 14 again

Might be agender

Balatro my beloved

Wanting to do things but I work Wednesday Thursday Friday nights so I’m not really allowed to exist until it’s done

I need to find a way to really lock in when I’m playing smash. Like actually zone out from everything other than the game. I’m still attentive to outside distractions when I’m playing

Idk. The implication that I don’t like anything about it I guess, which isn’t true bc there’s a lot I like there’s just more that I don’t

Am I a bad person for saying I don’t really like being British

This may as well be used for a vent account atp I only come on bluesky to complain lol oops

WHY IS LASER SO EXPENSIVEEEEE

I really, REALLY hate saying it bc I hate the concept of work but doing long shifts is actually fixing me a little

Is 13 stone a lot for my height I feel like it is

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Finishing work at 1am

Getting kicked off my medication cos I’m a stupid forgetful fucking moron😀😀😀 why do I do these things to myself

Learning to speedrun smb1 rn, I have 3 out of the 8 levels more or less down, it’s just getting them consistently. The 4th level onwards is where it gets actually difficult though

The end goal is a sub 4:59 rn

I want to start working out but I have literally no idea where to start. There’s way too much information

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I’m such an idiot I keep trying to subtly mention trans things to my mum (instead of being normal and just SAYING it) and then looking at her like this to see if she catches on

Why don’t you wanna diy again?

Back in Carlisle for 2 months now I have nothing to DO

Maybe it’s good I’m playing so bad at a time when there are no events I care about

I need to go on a hike or a nature walk or something. I need nature

Also why do I assume everyone on the street is out to get me and then they walk straight past me like

Wet concrete is one of my favourite smells iykyk

Honestly some of his stuff is actually quite funny and touching if controversial. If only he wasn’t a colossal dickhead who pisses people off for the sake of it and then whines about people getting pissed off and blames it on woke

How many movies and series has Ricky gervais made where he’s the main character and is always correct and wins every argument

Dropped a game in melee because I heard a loud noise looked away and died for it I’m such an idiot

This is the first day in about 7 months where I don’t feel like I have uni work looming over my head. It’s strange

What’s that

No more throwing I have to get on the grind again, like REALLY on the grind

This isn’t aimed at anyone personally but more people in public. As much as I wish I could shake mean comments off (that have been happening more frequently to me recently) they also make me feel actually unsafe because I don’t know what strangers are thinking. Anything could happen if it escalates.

Small vent but I don’t like how I’m forced to create a balance between how I want to look and how I have to present myself for safety reasons because if I cross a line it feels like I get treated worse by some people. It feels unfair