Asrai Devin

I'm in Alberta Canada. So go figure.

I didn't even hear about this. My coworkers were announcing the Kirk thing in the staffroom.

Sitting in the staff room. Listening to my coworkers being anti trans and not sure how to speak up. Or if I should. I'm clearly the only one. In case you wonder what it's like in Saskatchewan schools.

Jax grabbed her ass, hauling her against his skin-tight jeans. She slipped her tongue into his mouth and tasted whiskey.

I went to court to ask a judge to take away my husband’s freedom.
Not because I wanted to.
Because I had no other choice.

This is what love looks like when mental illness unravels everything.

💔 “There Are No Good Options”
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Just spent hours editing a piece for a vocal challenge. Only to realize it's only for vocal plus members.

You all get this:
Alex inhaled her like he’d been drowning for seven years without her—and she was pure oxygen.

Tonight on asrai Devin substack, smut peddler: the naughty secretary fantasy.

Ally engages in a fun fantasy with her much older lover Logan. She plays naughty secretary to his dominant boss.
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#smutpeddler #erotica #Sinner #onehandreading

We’re having one of those days.
He’s furious about the hospital stay. I feel worthless.
I know I’m not. I know. But it’s so hard to hold onto that knowing.
Love during mental illness is no joke.
#MentalHealth #LEAPMethod #SupportNotShame

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Detention Games (Part 1) Lindsey is Hot for Teacher (her former teacher)

New smut drop.
A couple, a fantasy, and one hot night they can’t take back.
Roleplay, taboo, and deep trust—this one's 🔥 & tender.
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#Erotica #NSFW #Fiction #smut #smutpeddler #onehandreading

The Brutal Reality of Loving Through Mental Illness The Day I Chose Tough Love and Involuntary Commitment

I didn’t lose my husband all at once.
I lost him in pieces.

To mania. To paranoia. To a system that only helps once things get dangerous.

This is the truth of loving someone through mental illness.
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#mentalhealthawareness #marriageandmentalhealth #relationshipsarehard

An artist rents a boy toy as her model for the day. open.substack.com/pub/veronica...

It was just a shirt until it wasn't ....
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Oh my friend
May More
bringing the chills in Burnt Sausages on the BBQ.
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Buttoned Up, Barely Selene was everything pure and good in the world. She was love and light. She was his best friend, his only friend. She was the one woman…

Helping him dress wasn’t supposed to feel good.

"Each single accidental touch shot electricity through her body, making her hyperaware of him."

🔥 A button, a glance, and everything unravels.

Read the tease: medium.com/asrais-purpl...
#romance #steamyreads #amwritingromance

#BookSky

2 wordle guesses left and zero ideas. #wordle #help

K. I'm playing with tiktok. What do you think? vm.tiktok.com/ZMS4vQusg/

#BookTok #SpicyRomance #AgeGapLove #ForbiddenRomance #RomanceBooks #BookishAF #AsraiDevin #SteamyReads

Love Worth the Wait Chapter 1 ric broke Maria’s heart once. Can he convince her that love is worth the wait?

💔 She’s loved with him for years.
🔥 He’s her brother’s best friend.
💦 One reckless moment.

She was too young. He knew better. But that night changed everything.

✨ Read Love Worth the Wait
💕 All the angst. All the heat.
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#SteamyReads #ForbiddenLove #SpicyRomance

I had to get a new Instagram. Who is there??

Spiritual

He's a lonely construction worker with an affinity for vintage video games.

She's a homicidal spirit looking to feed on his mind in an attempt at vengeance.

Can it ever work between them?

Should it?

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You Can't Steal Someone Else's Writing Career I tried. It didn’t work. Here’s what I learned about building my own.

You can study someone’s schedule.
Copy their strategy.
Mimic their ideas.
But you won’t get their career.
You can’t replicate someone else’s path to success.
✍️ You Can’t Steal Someone Else’s Writing Career
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#WritersOnMedium #WritingLife #CreativeProcess #ImposterSyndrome

Psychosis Doesn’t Just Hurt the One Who Has It He Calls Me From the Ward Every Night to Say He Hates Me

I wrote this during the darkest days of my husband’s mental illness.

When your loved one loses touch with reality, it doesn’t just shatter their world, it tears yours.

This is what psychosis looks like.

✨ Read here: medium.com/the-patients...

#mentalhealth #caregiver #psychosis #bipolar

Babysitter Gets Caught With a sapphic twist

👀 She was just supposed to nanny
But when mom caught her… things got complicated.

📖 New sapphic short story just dropped:
“Caught” — part tension, part tenderness, and definitely NSFW.

Read it here: open.substack.com/pub/asraidev...
#SmuttyFiction #SapphicStories #QueerRomance #SubstackWriters

Rewatching Game of Thrones. I want Daenerys's wardrobe. #gameofthrones

"I’m Robert’s Gambling Debt Payoff! And am about to get Gang Ass Fucked!"

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Some days I write steamy fiction. Some days I write about surviving a marriage warped by psychosis. This line stuck with me today…
"Taking care of him was taking care of myself. If I let him go into the world with instability, I'd never forgive myself."

A Bridge of Words: Connecting Through Mental Illness I wrote this handbook for myself, with help from ChatGPT, to respond better to my partner during his mental health struggles.Part of his condition includes anosognosia — the inability to recognize tha...

Writing a handbook for loving someone through delusion, dysregulation, and distrust — while keeping myself intact.

It’s based on LEAP, DBT, and how to hold hope when your partner thinks you’re the enemy.

If it helps someone else, that’s all I want.
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Finding Out The Hard Way!

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#BDSM #Bondage #Punishment #Noncon #Fiction

Moonlight Bondage Girls Visit Me After Bar Closing

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#BDSM #Paranormal #Erotica #Bondage #Sisters

Pride

Can she recognize when she's crossed the line or will Pride stand in her way?

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