kandi

sashay away ! *dissolves into a fine red mist*

i need to dig a hole underground and go into it and bury myself alive and disappear and never come back

dear god and satan,

please make an agreement to make me look like this again (see attachments) plzthx

yours truly,
owen

this body is so uncomfortable im too tall i dont have horns i dont have wings i dont have a tail i dont have cat legs im not physically male my sclera is white i have body hair my hair isnt naturally hot pink humans are soooooooooo fuckinggg boring

there is but one solution to my misery and its name is mary jane

still surprised that homicidal thoughts actually arent normal like what do you mean you want to be in the same world as the people whove severely damaged you its me or them bro

this is the longest ive gone without my 4 pm pst antipsychotic in a while feeling grrrrrrrrreat 🐯 im almost home to take it but also what if i dont for funsieeees no i should take it i go to the hospital tomorrow

i was like oh i should check twitter and see if anyone gives a fuck about me yet but i DELETED twitter for this exact scenario ☝️ i wont be sad if i dont get constantly reminded that the answer never changes

i used to know this transfem anarchist who like built a hut out of sticks in the forest and lived there wherever you are now girl i understand you heavily lets live in the forest in homemade huts together

i need to be in the forest i need to be in the woods i need to be in nature with the redwood trees and mountain lions yknow the woods forest i need to be a woodland creature

i deleted twitter and discord on a whim as they say and now i make friends with the floor the floor wont disappoint me like a sentient relationship

random doodles

i want to draw and make art both to vent and to practice self love but i have 0 energy 😁! my infusion is tomorrow if it doesnt make me feel better then i dont know what will

commission 🎰

tjhen i dunno

we also have 1 (one) blank arcade cabinet but i did not want to draw that

sometimes your (sub)system’s headspace is just a void and thats ok

An image of Aaron Swartz with the following text: "Meta illegally downloaded 80+ TB of books from LibGen, Anna's Archive, and Z-library to train their AI models. In 2010, Aaron Swartz downloaded only 70 GBs of articles from JSTOR (0.0875% of Meta). Faced $1 million in fine and 35 years in jail. Took his own life in 2013.

My heart ached when I was reminded that Aaron Swartz was prosecuted for trying to make academic knowledge more accessible to the public. Meta, meanwhile, is doing it for their own bottom line. I'm going to guess that no one at Meta will be looking at spending 35 years in jail for this.

i understand 🫂 ive also been heavily struggling with art and feeling like i have no friends and feeling like my brain is deteriorating and various things ,, its a very rough process but i believe in you ^__^

Nour is trying to raise funds to buy warm clothes and good food for her children, Julia and Ziad. Ziad is anemic, and she is so frightened for him. Please help if you can. Donate, share, anything matters. chuffed.org/project/1180...

heteronyms?

TURN HIS TV OFF

Also hi this week I got pink compression gloves and a pink knee brace. Now I have disability aid swag the likes of which have never been seen #furry #furryart #sparkledog#sparklefur#sparkleanimal

hi perci

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im trying to maintain a morning routine for myself and i have a note taped next to where my head rests on my bed and part of that routine is taking an edible so basically hi guys im stoned

i think the funniest thing that happened yesterday (which was also the most serious thing) was rediscovering my original subsystem (that we thought fused) because i was talking to myself through strawpage anon questions like i sent thesw to myself

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i wasnt sure if i was gonna share these cause idk if people wanna see my vent art LOL but i am proud of these tbh mainly cause i did them on my phone -owen 🌈
#bpd #myart #selfsona #ventart