svencore (art by @mistpools.bsky.social)
svencore (art by @mistpools.bsky.social)
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Genuine question because I am fucked, can't work on comms or self soothe my constant overstimulation anymore because I cannot draw ๐ซ
Am I wrong for assuming the reason why my Apple pencil stopped working entirely is due to this new forced iOS update
an illustration of felix and paisley, two beloved cats entwined with stars in front of a full moon.
last night, my dear friends lost everything in a devastating apartment fire. among all their memories, belongings, necessities, they also lost their two precious cats, felix & paisley.
please consider donating to help these two beloved, kind people rebuild their life : gofund.me/cb718263b
hey guys.
tracey & ennis suffered a horrific experience last night and lost /everything/ in an instant. i implore people - please help get the message out for their need. contribute if you can, even a few dollars. they need community more than ever.
thank you. love you all.
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thank you everyone for checking in and doing what you can. iโm here to personally verify this gofundme bri has started.
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Mental illness means I either create absolute bangers or absolutely undigestible SLOP. And this is somehow somewhere inbetween.
Btw this is my new wol and possibly new main oc I don't wanna talk abt it tho
I made this while suffering from a huge dissociation episode a while ago.
im going to touch him. I'm going to touch graha tia.
People using the game as a hookup chat or dating app are why I kinda mentally clocked out ages ago. cus what do you mean I can't even do a dungeon without PvP hair catboy #6769420 being weird in party chat cus they think my character is attractive?? ๐ซ
I do try to be less negative and post my opinions on this stuff less because it just adds the the constant noise the community suffers from. I just really wish serious situations were handled respectfully rather than treated as weekly entertainment that's all. ๐ถ
A lot of this back and forth sub-tweeting culture the xiv community has is mad childish and malicious as hell but we aren't ready to have that conversation yet I fear.
My hit tweet coming full circle omg how cute
Suffering from being a furry who really wants to play hrothgar but being an artist who cannot find a good way to actually. Draw them. My former years spent drawing exclusively dogs and kemono cats has fucked me for life dear god
(except i lied actually i just redrew it tonight because the old version was so butt ugly and the exarch was a different line width it was bad.)
oomf asked me about my pfp here so i thought I'd share this monstrosity I made 4 years ago.
Face 3, light toned female hrothgar from ffxiv, one hand is rested lightly on her rapier and the other is up near her face as if she had just adjusted her sunglasses. She is looking at the camera with a smug smirk.
User cropped out said "what happened to not doing anything impulsive", pupu responds "I can live with the consequences of being a beautiful woman"
meow meow, meow meow.
My pen when Im finally ready to lock in.
I did a thing
invented a new subgenre of breakcore called cpu plague
accidentally set a render to 700 cycles and fucked my shit UP
Maybe I'll find a middle ground in the future to share my nsfw content but for now I'm not comfortable sharing it, I don't have a drive or ambition to create it either. Months Missed Of HRT has caused serious sex repulsion bwuhhh ๐ฅน
I originally started my nsfw gpose acc (on shitter) when I had just been ousted from a community over a petty issue and wasn't really in a positive headspace so I didn't rlly care abt being comfortable back then but now that I'm a lot happier I'm like, oh wow I don't like that!! Lols
I have taken time to reflect on why I had such a negative reaction to a post flopping when I usually don't care and realized posting nsfw publicly ain't for me, I think I used to be fine with it because the numbers meant despite my discomfort other people enjoyed seeing it and it made it okay to me.
Yk what forget I even posted it. Idk why I bother
I'm going to touch you
Yayyy thank youuuu