Butterpuc

Except my friends, who patiently sat next to me while i cry. We would spend hours just talking.

My sister apologized to me for being in her own world while I was suffering in the care of my sister-in-law. All I could do was cry. Years have passed yet whenever someone bring it up all i could do is cry. A very painful and helpless memory for me if i must say, and no one was there.

Belated Merry Christmas, Everyone! I hope yall had a good one this year. And btw its been months or idk maybe its even a year already but Gawd i miss vent.

I miss vent extra tonight

Tonight is for trying to stay alive.

Dito ko lang din na realize na my mga taong maganda bilang kaibigan pero pangit na lover. Yun lang, tnx!

That moment, pumasok bigla sa isip ko, "karma mo yan" dahil yun din ginawa niya sakin dati HAHAHAH and the fact that nalaman ko somehow feels like God's way of letting me know na i got my revenge pero di ko na kailangan mag effort pa. Although we're friends now tsaka nagbabarahan na lang kami.

Now that we're just friends, napapagkwentohan namin ang lovelife ng isa't-isa, one time may naging girlfriend siya na bigla daw siya ginhost as in walang paramdam pero nag story sa ig parang walang nangyare.

I feel like it's karma.

I have this "ex" i met her when i was 15 pero ngayon ay friends na kami. Noon, we broke up because nawawala at bigla na lang siya susulpot, and i admit, since im a hopeless romantic iniyakan ko talaga yun ng highschool (lol)+

Life update: sobrang pagod lagi sa duty pero worth it naman, sobran dami din natututunan. My life in general has been quiet for some time now and i hope it stays that way hahaha

Kahit ako di ko na din alam

So hirap

Agree!

Hiii hehe gusto ko umiyak HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAJAAAHAHAH grabe na nangyayare di ko na kayaaaa

Hays kapagod

HAHAHAHAHAA sori sori

Hellooooooo haha girlfriend ko na crush koooo wthhhhhhh 🥳🌟🤙💞🤙😩🎀

I feel like everyone secretly hates me and all I can do is cry about it.

The extreme mood swings, it's all because of PCOS.

Hahaha cutie naman tuwang tuwa siguro talaga sila sayo.

I miss my mom really bad tbh, i wish i had more time with her. Ugh life's so unfairr

Alam ko naman na kaya siya di makakapasok dahil nasa manila siya at wala sa probinsya. Ang di ko lang gets bakit kailangan niya pa mag sinungaling sakin.

I have this friend na di ko gets bakit kailangan pa mag sinungaling sakin kahit alam ko naman na nagsisinungaling siya. For instance, last weekend alam kong pumunta siya ng manila and by monday ay may pasok kami pero nag chat siya sakin na di daw siya makakapasok dahil nilalagnat siya.

That sucks huhu i feel like ako lang din papahamak sa sarili ko😃

So ayun hahaha i think i know where this is going. Shet.

Huhu ganon ba😭shet. Minsan pa feeling ko naffriendzone ako kasi tinatawag niya akong "beh" tapos nagsasabi pa siya na masaya na siya sa buhay niya and alam mo yun parang wala siyang balak mag love life HAHA iniisip ko din kasi mas mahalaga sa kaniya family niya and yung iisipin nila kaya di siya out

But kapag pinag iisipan ko na ng mabuti if kaya ko na mapunta sa isang committed relationship, lagi ako naooverwhelm.

Kasi di ko rin alam if ready ako sa rejection and IF she feels the same way, di ko rin alam kung ano gagawin afterwards kasi i dont think im ready to have a relationship. I mean sometimes (prolly most of the time) I crave someones love and attention in a romantic way

Am I in a situationship? So I like this woman and she's fully aware of it, inaasar pa nga niya ako about it plus we act like two people who likes each other pero we never talked about our set up. Besides di ko pa naman nasasabi sa kaniya directly na gusto ko siya pero halata naman kasi.

Miss ko na yung crush ko kahit nag papalitan naman kami ng message the whole day. hahahah