Going Godward

I’m sorry I just said breaky.

Breaky

I can’t go to bed yet because the dress I want to wear tomorrow has to finish washing so I can lay it flat to dry.

All women: “I wish to be perceived.”

I just ate two snickerdoodle cookies and drank 8 oz of whole milk. Gn.

I want to be doing cozy things today, but I have to do pretend work for my job instead. Pls feel sorry for me.

Yes, the women from my church rented out a theater for a viewing of the move. Was so sweet to all be together watching the same film.

I watched the 2019 version of Little Women tonight and now my heart is full of romance. I’m in love with everything.

Ah, yes. Makes sense now.

Why doesn’t the Lord want me to be skinny?

“Thought she was fragile like a flower but she’s fragile like a bomb” are fun lyrics.

It is a crime that I do not have a newborn baby to hold.

Me: I think too much cake made my tummy ache.

Also me: I think more cake might make me feel better.

Went for a walk to check on nature.

About to clean my house

So, we’re only allowed to post clever, lighthearted, or inconsequential thoughts on here? Is that right? I feel like I need to know the official parameters.

In Muir Woods, when a tree dies, 4-5 new trees grow around the old tree. It’s called a family circle.

Dream

My dream car for my whole life was a station wagon. I plan to see that dream fulfilled.

GN

My spiritual gift is enthusiasm.

But I felt like just writing journal-like entries might be cathartic and it doesn’t put pressure on me to entertain or engage an audience. If ppl like it, great. If not, no big deal.

I actually have a substack already (Goinggodward) but it has two posts, I think. So pathetic. I was all enthusiastic about then I got busy with other things and my enthusiasm waned. I have to write so much boring stuff for work, & it’s hard to get energized to write something engaging for readers.

I think it would be good writing exercise for me. No pressure to edit.

Is it vain to make your substack a public journal where you post stream of consciousness ramblings?

I’m not sure. I’m actually terrible at tech stuff. None of it feels intuitive to me.

I’m here because I have fomo and because I think the DO crowd is where the cool kids hang out, and because I am remedial when it comes to regenerative farming, etc., and I need to learn. Actually, remedial might be an overstatement.