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The final chapter up now!
Finally! 😊

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i've been ia here for a bit bc of Life (and will continue to be i think, although i do wanna just make a habit or posting more wips), but i checked on a whim and saw your msg and 🥺🥺🥺. if you have discord tho i'd be down to hang there more too tho!!

hey omg!! i am,,, incredibly flattered that you liked my wips that far back, holy shit 😅 unfortunate news is that i don't have any actual works posted anywhere right now, i'm uh...not the best at getting things into actual coherent story to even post, but i am still actively writing on most of em!!

the endless cycle—fandom is a reprieve from irl, irl gets me too tired for fandom, somewhere in this flowchart is a perpetual "i am doing nothing with my life" exacerbated by both irl AND fandom for opposite-but-adjacent reasons etc etc etc

Butch for butch lesbians minhwa going sportsbra shopping together...they need each other for moral support so the sales associate isn't slapped across the face when they suggest a padded option

[📷] #YEOSANG instagram update

🔗 instagram.com/p/DRH_rtNExZi/

#ATEEZ #에이티즈 #여상

brought to you by multiple instances of mingi when he's Off just chilling thinking he's just being Contemplated not 👀😳'ed at vs mingi when he's On completely hyperaware that no one can take their eyes off him n he's got ppl creaming their pants with a well-crafted Look

mom friend override is Too Real bc bestie msged me "i need to talk to someone" n i immediately went Yes Always I'm Coming Over as if i'm not 5 mins away from a breakdown of my own

hopefully it's good for us both bc i'm beating my "isolate myself until Normal" urge back with a stick Real Bad 💀🥲🥹

returning to the asexual mingi headcanons for comfort in these times. mingi who had learn what sex appeal was manually bc he doesn't rlly Get being Hot nor why ppl are insane abt him, but its become a part of his performance now n a lil inside joke of "they can look but not touch. bc im ace lol"

yknow that thing when shit is so fucked all you can do is shrug and laugh bc otherwise you'll just snap and lose it and never get it back

i hate negposting so much bc shit is miserable enough as it is but dear god life is currently once again an unholy mess and I Am So Tired 💀🫠

i'm sorry abt your grandma too, its...rough. imo holidays be damned if your family don't need to do that to themselves probably don't? i'm sticking by bc unfortunately bigger problems n she's literally my /only/ family but i'm gonna have to get meaner abt boundaries bc nice ain't doing it anymore 💀😭

yeah i've had to make a point to shut her down quick with "we're not american, that's a Them not a We" so it doesn't become A Habit but i'm realising i think the only reason i haven't deadass snapped is that she obv can't /vote/ there so in the end yeah, she can say whatever but she can't do shit 🫠

me pointing out that half the french revolution, which is deeply intertwined with the american one, was literally secularism n getting shit like "divine right" n whatnot out of governance. her reply "why do you hate christians so much" BITCH WE'RE LUTHERAN 😭(also what a "but waffles!" ass answer??)

also maybe this is my non-usa-knowing ass but didn't lincoln or whatsit specifically cement the concept of separation of church and state /directly into the fucking constitution/ n the only reference is the whole "all people under god (?)" bc it was that era's version of "all walks of life"

she goes "we're a judeo-christian country n they're bringing the constitution back to god!!" (which btw: we're 🇨🇦. there's no *we* in this equation)

cue me tryna explain the american christian right vs like. christianity

her: *islamophobia i won't subject you to + christian persecution complex*

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what a wild fucken world we live in these days goddamn

family politics got me like 5mins from getting disowned lmao

idek where i fall on the political spectrum besides "people deserve rights, social safety nets exist for a reason, n corps should pay taxes" which puts me right of my bff n a filthy fucking socialist to my fox news-riddled boomer mother 🙃

its also yknow. sad as hell to start but i feel like by now that should just be the assumption with my shit lol

in 1.5 nights i've cooked up 2 whole new (i already have like 3) zombie au ideas, one that involves something psychic-adjacent and the other needing an Accidental Child Acquisition tag except the child is his own but i feel bad bc of how unintentionally TLOU (haven't played nor watched) it is 😭

why do i get the spookies AFTER halloween. like is this a coping mechanism for christmas starting in sept bc of choir practice for the xmas recital or just my brain doing Yet Another Oppositional Defiance Whatever The Fuck Disorder where its more fun to do shit out of order

spent like 3yrs gaslighting myself that I Was The Disk Horse and i was doing the Unreasonable Preferences thing n trying ppl's tiramisu n getting less food poisoning more just like. fucken allergies. but i Have found a few ppl's tiramisu that i adore, n otherwise just (try to) make my own 💀💀💀

this is entirely too real (in my case also deeply related to my various Hot Takes from like a month ago that i um. forgot to reply to u abt sorry fren 💀) but also i'm now forever going to mentally think of it as The Tiramisu Thing and i'm not sure how i feel about /that/ 😭

love me a stupid near-breakdown in the car abt thr executive dysfunction frustrating me nearly to the point of tears

this was a kinda general answer as opposed to actual examples, but its just what i rlly gravitate to

for halloween was tryna do that vampyr yh fellwolf mg thing n i'm having fun w them specifically bc they're both seen as/kinda are monsters but in diff ways, n getting used to navigating each other?

hilariously, despite LOVING vampyr shit, i couldn't for the life of me write it for the stupidest reason: that the spelling of "vampire" pisses me off to no end lmao

i literally had to just change my spelling to vampyr (same for magic/magyck btw) to be able to take myself seriously working on it 💀😭

in urban magyck/fantasy capacity, i love writing shapeshifters/cosmic entities of any kind purely for the potential of it

in overall horror monster context, werewolf-adjacent is a fun, gory iteration of that, + my own venom-ish species, éta ("devour"), who're...unbound by human morals lets say lol

the before of the before and after

gonna make a bold attempt at fixing/remounting new curtain rails bc the like. 90s-esque old ones from prev tenant were actually kinda cool but the brackets are /dogshit/ n they were put up so badly they're literally tearing away the drywall the closer they get to falling lmao