Thank you, I hope heβs alright, here is him eating his extra veggies
Thank you, I hope heβs alright, here is him eating his extra veggies
Of course, even if my guinea pig gains weight, we will still be taking him to the vet, we just will have to wait two weeks.
If in a week he doesnβt gain weight, then we will use my momβs credit card for the bill
So I think itβs safe to assume that in the two weeks I was sick and bedridden, one guinea pig was not sharing food.
Because if its parasites or some contagious issue, both would have it.
I would take him to the vet now but we are moving so we canβt afford it.
Basically he was fat (normal) before, and then when I got sick with RSV, he lost weight.
But my other guinea pig has only gotten noticeably fatter and has displayed food dominance behavior.
My guinea pig is underweight by 300g and Iβm trying not to panic.
Heβs gonna be put on a weight gain diet, eating separate from my other pig, and getting extra pellets. He has a weight gain plan of 5g-15g a day. If in a week he doesnβt gain weight he will go to the vet.
Am I overreacting?
Bruh i back planning my wedding and its so triggering. Bridal shops will do a side by side of a straight size and a plus size employee wearing the same dress.
These designers donβt design for bigger women so the design on the plus size employee is always off and ill-fitted.
The only thing i miss about twitter is the thinspo. I feel like i barely ever see anything on here
Its now 14lbs in 12 days.
I now have food poisoning.
When I wished for weightloss, this is not what I meant. Itβs never what I mean, but itβs always what happens.
I had an RSV infection and lost 11lbs in 7 days. Im not feeling good.
In other news, they put me on 4 medications and an inhaler because it was THAT bad.
I also started my Zoloft. Im trying to keep a diary to track my mood changes on Zoloft.
I do have a check in 3 weeks from now, and shes gonna see if we need to up the dose or change meds, so that makes me feel a little bit better
Thank you,
She insists zoloft is rhe right course of action and says i cant have stimulants anyways because i took seizure meds last year.
I think shes just gonna have to see Zoloft-me first hand but it makes me nervous
Ive tried removing distractions. Keep my phone in the other room. My brain just refuses to do the task. Ill stare at it blankly and just dissociate.
But the mess doesnt make me anxious. I just know logically its not good for me long term.
Woman, ive tried.
Ive tried setting a timer and trying to clean for 5 minutes. Now i wont even set the timer.
Ive tried pomodoro timers. I just kept giving myself lots of breaks.
Ive tried body doubles. Ive tried accountability partners.
Ive tried setting habit trackers. I just dont do them.
Its a joke i make often with my fiance, an ADULT. And yes, i think that for like everything.
No hot water? βOh well ill just kill myself since my apartment hates me so much.β
But on Zoloft i just kept replying disproportionately to people.
The reason I stopped zoloft was that a student asked me βwhat happens if i dont do my assignment?β
You know what i told this CHILD? A literal 14yr old? An innocent kid?
βWell, ill just kill myself.β
JESUS CHRIST. Who says that to a kid?!
She said it takes 50 days or something to make a habit and i need to try harder.
Im almost 24. Ive tried everything. I made the psychiatry appointment because idk what else to do.
Idk. I wasnt blurting before the zoloft. So unmedicated anxiety, i socialize fine, have a happy life?
On zoloft i blurt, im mean, i dont enjoy anything. I dont see why zoloft + therapy would help?
Am i crazy?
I still wasnβt initiating tasks. I would stare at the wall blakly because i had this deep mental fog.
She said i need zoloft + therapy and that my symptoms would get better on a higher dose. She said the blurting on zoloft was anxiety.
Shes putting me on Zoloft 25mg again. I told her the zoloft makes me: say the first thing on my mind, not laugh, not smile, no tv, no sex. I felt indifferent about my fiance and my mom (i love them but on zoloft its like they could die and it wouldnt matter). I wouldnt dance.
The adhd appointment summary:
- diagnosed me with anxiety and moderate depression
- said she doesnt believe i have adhd and that i just need to try harder to make habits
Yall ever be driving and then think about how we put a bunch of rocks, metal, and silicon together and electrocute it and thatβs how computers works?
How is that not whimsical?
It told them multiple times I donβt have anxiety. I constantly improvise at work, I socialize, I donβt have social anxiety, Iβm not anxious to leave the house or drive, like I have nothing I can think of that describes me as anxious.
But Iβm a woman shaking my leg so it must be anxiety.
Iβm sorry that a neurologist saw me shaking my leg and not making eye contact and talking too much an decided I have anxiety and not adhd.
There is only one thing Iβm anxious about: I assume Iβm getting fired every time my boss calls me on a bad day.
The whole thing was condescending and stupid and somehow they had access to my old seizure meds despite me not submitting medical info and having new insurances.
They are gonna lecture me for not taking my anxiety meds.
Due to state telehealth laws I had to change my appointment to a different doctor in person and they made me check off several boxes saying
βYou understand itβs up to the discretion of the psychiatrist to give you Adderall/Vyvanse and that this appointment isnβt a guaranteeβ
Uh, yeah. I know.
Oh no good luck
In 30 minutes it will be 9 days until my adhd appointment
Im so nervous. Last time I went to the doctor he said I was anemic because Iβm allergic to pollen. Iβm not allergic to pollen and he refused to treat me for my anemia.
I hope she listens to me
I thought I posted an updated but I have my appointment in 11 days!
Iβve been getting a lot of pro vegan stuff on my TikTok fyp page lately and it always made me feel so abnormal because I require meat to live.