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22 | it/they just a vent account | old vent user goth and mentally unstable

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idefk what i did wrong lol

04.01.2025 03:01 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel so empty I wish it would just end

25.12.2024 04:56 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I genuinely want to fucking die

25.12.2024 04:53 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

How funny would it be if I killed myself tomorrow

25.12.2024 04:53 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I’m such a waste of space

25.12.2024 03:34 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

idk if this is a narcissistic thing to say but I feel like everyone on this planet hates me right now it may be the alcohol

24.12.2024 03:50 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Sometimes I feel alone even when im with people

16.12.2024 17:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Guys who take any sort of comment or criticism too harshly

15.12.2024 02:37 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Remember the nazi bar story. You must apply this to transphobes too, or this will become a transphobe site... and probably a nazi site at the same time, there is a fair bit of overlap.

Do not let them in. Do not let them be comfortable. They will take over if given chance to root.

12.12.2024 15:28 πŸ‘ 557 πŸ” 298 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 3

Turns out all I needed to be happy was to get home to my wife

13.12.2024 06:27 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Sometimes I feel like a crazy person with a personality disorder (2) because I will sit here and feel like people will want anyone but me

08.12.2024 21:22 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

PTV is all over my FYP which is fine. Thats my special interest. But I am writhing in agonizing pain over not being able to see them on their eras tou
Ppl are like β€œyeah my tickets are okay ://β€œ I would skin you and eat you alive for the chance

07.12.2024 02:35 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Is it that friendships just drifted away naturally or am I being alienated on purpose: a BPD novel

04.12.2024 02:44 πŸ‘ 13 πŸ” 3 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

I miss having him as a friend im about to crash out

05.12.2024 21:04 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

The screams 2

05.12.2024 21:04 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

She’s going to leave me I can just feel it

25.11.2024 08:20 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel like my chest is open and im waiting for her to prod
It feels like someone took everything on the inside and exposed it

25.11.2024 08:20 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I miss my wife I miss my wife

25.11.2024 07:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel like my nerves are on fire. Im. In danger I can’t calm down

25.11.2024 07:57 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Needing someone hurts so badly

25.11.2024 07:57 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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I miss my wife

23.11.2024 23:25 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I kind of wanna make an 18+ system server for vent bsky users but… idk if I could handle that responsibility. We just want friends

23.11.2024 23:22 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I feel so stupid right now

23.11.2024 06:05 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I really like
- Venture Bros
- Metalocalypse
- Steven Universe. LOL.
- MHA. LOL 2.
- Dandadan
πŸ¦‡
- Pierce the Veil
- Chiodos
- Isles & Glaciers
- ISMFOF
- Scary Kids Scaring Kids
- DEVO
- Pansy Division
πŸ¦‡
- OFF
- LISA
- FF
- TBOI
- Outlast
- Spiritfarer
- Horror JRPGS

22.11.2024 21:46 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

πŸ¦‡ Ezra/Beelz % 22
πŸ¦‡ it/he/they prns
πŸ¦‡ transmasc fagdΒ₯ke
πŸ¦‡ happily married pls don’t be weird
πŸ¦‡ audhd/bpd/pfdid system

22.11.2024 21:35 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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brugh

22.11.2024 21:27 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

being an autistic PFDID system is so funny because why am i susie deltarune smoking up with tomura shigaraki

22.11.2024 21:26 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Nvm i have a whole public bpd posting thing on twt i really don’t give a fuck

22.11.2024 21:22 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Um. As an 18 year old they should only be having normal platonic relationships with minors! There’s nothing queer about being a freak

22.11.2024 21:17 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

I don’t even know if I’m comfortable with this being a vent account anymore bc bsky doesn’t have priv

22.11.2024 21:13 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0