Blackhawk helicopters flying over my house at 1am perpetually definitely contributed to my schizoaffective disorder. LA would be worse though
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I feel dumb lately but found that I know more about Iran than my brother, his girlfriend, internet friends. In the 2010s I was the only one who knew about Stuxnet and Pegasus. Americans didn't pay enough attention. The word democracy is tainted here and Iranians fought harder for it
Claude please generate treaty in Oman peace talks
Haven't checked in on post10 in a few years. He would drain roads for free and had a pet leech. Saw the video where he fed it with his own blood
Way back then she also gave me a short job as an Easter Bunny character for photoshoots at the Navy Exchange. I fucked up the process of gaining entry and she had to drive me in at first. I was losing my mind, felt so hot inside
My 2012 bandmate died in San Francisco in 2024. I don't know what happened. Stayed in touch with his gf digitally. She kept bailing on hangouts. She has a kid, I don't know if it was with him. She then gave me a sewing machine, dropped it off quickly. Hers:
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Peter Turchin elite overproduction. YouTube headquarters shooting 2018. Yuno Miles for president 2028.
I joked that ICE should reshore these guys. Good job ICE
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My bipolar uncle Mike killed himself when I was 7 or 8. He swam offshore to a buoy, dived down, handcuffed himself to the chain to drown. Family still blamed it on him not taking his pills. He would stay for free on a farm with llamas in New Mexico. He brought one in his van to walk it on the beach
I used to support assisted suicide and now I don't. It's fairer to take your own life than being recommended it for solvable issues. Sanctioned Suicide recommends sodium nitrite. Obviously we do not value every single life
Second best Conquest of Bread TikTok, 2021. There was a sensory overload/brainrot guy who added it with 10 things and jingling keys though
Last I checked I had the second result on TikTok for The Conquest of Bread. I read it and completely forgot it. Leftbook style posting needs to come back. The TikTok discussions are wack
I got another video interview request last month. I'm not doing it. Supposedly we are notoriously unknown, disappearing act worked. Fans still find me or send me emails. So many wrong address issues, them freaking out that it was returned to sender or held by USPS
Tapes and shirts were a lot of work and I only made $4000. I went above and beyond with responding to fans and video content. Shipping to Greece, Japan, Australia, UK, Canada, France, Singapore, had to do Israel once. I liked an Israeli hardcore band that went to prison for refusing to join the IDF
The only time Nettspend will be on Reel To Reel, July 2025
I have read too much and the apophenia gets in the way. I made myself dumber in person to survive. It doesn't feel like masking. People don't believe I'm schizophrenic. I'm anti-psychiatry. Schizoaffective disorder was overdiagnosed due to the DSM-4. FDA finally removed REMs protocol for Clozapine
End the war on Vuvuzela - 01-03-2026 #hobo #chaser #dirtbikes
I liked to write on my phone with a mini tripod and a Bluetooth keyboard because it's the most portable. I like chiclet keyboards but the Perixx Periboard had an issue specific to me. Don't want the high travel and noise of a mechanical keyboard. Don't want a typewriter but they are cooler
I've tried Ubuntu a lot and did custom lighting cues on the projector Linux when I worked at a movie theater for $9.25 an hour. Bought a bad $200 laptop from Office Depot in 2019. It's on Linux Mint now and my mom found it easier for printing. More interested in SteamOS now
Never built a PC, would exchange components inside, have added thermal paste. Caught Russian ransomware on my aunt's Windows Vista PC in 2017. I took the loss and reformatted it. Friend thought it was crazy how I'd use old PCs. In high school I really pushed a $200 Costco netbook
Kept my Logitech MX Master 2S for years. A problem with the side click where you have to unscrew it, do something simple inside. Kept the same Dell 25" monitor for years. Has to be on Color Space. HP gaming PC for 6 years. More for video editing. Favorite game was American Truck Simulator
I've changed my number a lot which reduced robocalls and spam texts. I inherited a Samsung Galaxy A42 from my grandpa that's locked to Spectrum. I have a heat gun and smartphone repair tools but fucked up opening the LG V60 and cracked the back glass
Started with Tracfones so I kept buying my phones GSM unlocked, doing the monthly/prepaid plan. Financing new phones is stupid. I still have my LG V60 ThinQ from 2020. I liked the Google Pixel 4a more than my current Pixel 7 Pro. Moto G Play 2024 has a 512GB micro SD card with mp3 collection
It was a good conversation. He said I should be more of a gentleman, impossible. I bought two homeless guys pizza and soda at 7 Eleven, wouldn't buy them cigs. I pissed in a lot. Prolly walked 8 miles plus trolley. I've had the Realtree flashlight cap since 2019. People disliked it at first
I saw a tag of Fuck the AI cameras in 2023 and didn't take a photo. Next time it was gone. I added this Hailuo image with watermark to Teepublic to buy it. I read my friend's book at a cafe that told me to stop playing piano once, wrote an angry journal entry, talked to an old man who saw that
5TH GEN WARFARE/COGNITIVE WARFARE.
Xeoniq is an Australian expat in China and has been my best sounding board. I found his Shellzine blog from YouTube and the cyberpunk editorials are good. There's one where he let an urbex guy write who goes way overboard. Not one of the bridge daredevils. With a gun and so many supplies