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And all this to say I wish those little things would clear up soon so I can go back to being anxious about the state of the world instead of whatever I have going on now

I’ve been feeling anxiety nauseous for like. 48+ solid hours now and I think there’s not necessarily one thing causing it but a ton of little things that are adding up

Ooh send me a link?

I want to com a candy/coffin icon design for the ocs i have that don't have one yet but i can feel in my BONES that it won't go well

Not even five minutes after tweeting this my father called me a psycho lmao 🤪

Remember how my father screamed at me for something stupid on my 30th birthday (which was already the same year covid hit) and then he never apologized or even acknowledged he was a dick about it

I haven’t enjoyed a birthday with my non-kait family in uhhhhhh years lmaooo

My mother asked me what I want to do for my birthday this week and I just about wilted lmao

Baking is smth I love but like. There are so few options around here lmao

Maybe I SHOULD just go to school and get a med tech degree

I hope this storm ends me ngl

I’m gonna rip my skin off maybe

I’ve been trying all day not to crash out about quitting.

On one hand: Kait’s right and I need to trust my gut about this not being a good fit for me + I’m not getting paid NEARLY enough + I haven’t even been paid for the almost month I worked there

On the other hand: everything else

Oomf sent me a doujinshi from ala and it’s 18+tr3ycay and im gonna vibrate out of my skin /pos

Oh hush 😚

Trying to be nice but I genuinely might snap soon

Sorry to vague I’m trying to be better but

I AM FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE WHEN WE ARE NOT ABOUT ME

It’s genuinely just kinda soothing idk and sometimes it’s a fun way to explore character dynamics

I have GOT to start writing p*rn again

I have whatever the opposite of character bleed is. I beg my characters to say what I am thinking and they refuse

Grumbling

Absolutely no reason to bring him up but okay
/nbh

Willing to put aside my hatred of ze french tonight because they cockblocked had.e.s from winning any awards

Making fun of the French and their accents at the games awards and Kait turns to me and goes “when did your French accent get so good????”

Am I being mean? Yes probably definitely, but my original point stands.

Guys I am trusting you to come to me as a friend if I ever start writing a ship that has no chemistry. It’s painful to watch

LITERALLY out of nowhere. I’m in shock

They legit just messaged me and said that my position was no longer needed so I was let go

I gotta go in tomorrow and grab all my shit that I’ve stored there

I’m trying so hard not to crash out right now

Getting fired just weeks before Christmas feels fucking awful but then this is the SECOND time it’s fucking happened to me