been away. been trapped tbh. but i think ive found a new purpose. and im going to pour myself into it.
been away. been trapped tbh. but i think ive found a new purpose. and im going to pour myself into it.
i just know when im in the elderly home with dementia and locked back in my childhood bedroom someone is going to look at a video of me and say "awww this makes me feel sad :(((" in a tiktok comment and then i will be complete
my weighted hula hoop came in :)
said no to the donut my partner got for me. even though i had to do it a few times im donut free this morning :)
feeling the urge to destroy the gift i got for my mom. whats yhe point if ik shes gonna complain about it anyway
i had to delete that post bc it made it off edbsky and it was stressin me out
yeah im trying to move but my area is so expensive so its taking a while lol glad to see im not alone but im sorry that you went through that too
SNACK
seaweed chip | 30 1g
meal / -- --
day // 381 15g
so much to doooo tdayyyy
well i decided to just take the Fs in my classes since even if i do the work ill get an F anyway. ill just retake them. more money from me but try until you cant right?
i hate the snow no way can i walk in this shit
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DAY 2
MEAL 1
oatmeal | 230 14g
blueberrries | 21
meal / 251 14g
day // 251 14g
CHECK IN
: ̗̀➛weigh in | 228.8 (+4.0) -- im going to be fasting more often to sway the loss i hope
╰┈➤loading goals...
cal limit | 1000
water intake | 50ml
steps | 7k
DECEMBER 15 2025
DECEMBER 14 NOT ACCOUNTED FOR
...+ a binge
i hate binging i hate it i hate it fuck why cant i have some self control
i didn't count the total for thursday and friday bc i was drinking a lot and i lost track of those cals lol
DECEMBER 10-13 NOT WRITTEN
im backkk time to update the tracker >:)
im gonna dissappear for a few days here, taking a trip. dw, ill be tracking.
MEAL 2
2x chicken legs | 260 24g
cheese danish | 360 5g
meal total / 620 29g
day total // 872 39g
DRINK
ice kiwi strawb | 5
meal / --
day total // 252 10g
i cut myself while shaving 😭 wtff