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think im gonna actually apply for further education soon but i gotta study for a required entry exam n write an essay

sometimes u just see a let men be masculine ass post n u gotta just keep scrolling

bc my sister had a baby almost 2 yrs ago and my mom helps pay for everything (daycare, food, toys, etc.) plus essentially bought my sister a car (its under my moms name n my sister pays for insurance but they paid for it) so its just like… she spends THOUSANDS on my sister and not me so idk

like dont get me wrong i love my mom and shes incredibly helpful but shes insane about money and has been making me pay her back for stuff since i was 16 ykwim but i think shes probably realizing the discrepancy between how she treats me vs my sister maybe?

my mom is lowkey scaring me bc she basically said if i can pay her back just 1.5k of what i owe her (yes i am in debt to my mom) she’ll write off the rest which is insanely nice but very much not like her n then she was like “parents are supposed to take care of their kids” ok girl since when

very sad bc i was enjoying my pasta dinner but then i got some spinach stuck in my throat n i have some choking trauma so i got Scared n couldnt finish my dinner 😞👎

i dont rlly like random important ocs in general in terms of fanfic like even pets but i just also do Not care for parenthood as a topic to be explored with very few exceptions n even then id rather explore it in an actual book or tv show than like thru a random oc if that makes sense

not to b dramatic but nothing ruins a fic for me when its an untagged kid fic 💔 like ch1 n ch2 were so good n then BAM! random oc child with a rlly dumb name like PLEASEEEE i wouldnt have read this if i knew there were gonna be kids

the amount of fics abt autistic shane hollander ive read where im like oh that sounds like me is getting concerning

fr teared up at my bank acct i hate being paid weekly it feels so much harder to budget n also apparently not having sick time or pto is so annoying

me on one of my (ex) besties yapped today abt how we have drifted apart n thats fine or whatever n it was a weird convo but now we’ve been talking all day n catching up n it no longer feels like we have drifted apart despite our convo this morning

officially got my time off approved for the family vacation in may ✌️ im sooo excited cos my family is covering the cost of everything (flights, hotel, etc.) except for a couple of meals YAHOO

if anyone wants to know how my day is going i had such bad anxiety i wanted to take a (prescription) xanax but then realized i did Not have them on me and then my ginger ale which legitimately has not been moved since 8am exploded on me when i opened it at 1pm. ok.

i think its cool how my job has become 10x more inconvenient n annoying bc of some bad updates made like! well ok!

i fr feel like shit today but i think i am going to go on a walk maybe

i think i am going to call out of work n take a mental health day 😞👎

my head hurts n i have bad cramps n i lowkey gotta die after watching that movie 😞

lowkey almost had a meltdown bc i got nasty humidifier water on my face n on my socks n also my trypophobia got triggered all in the span of like 30 seconds 👎

im a contractor so definitely not 💔

got told i am too fast at my job. well. ok

going into office 3x a week for a job that could be worked 100% fully remote is lowkey turning me into the joker

my current issue is i love minneapolis as a city but i miss my arizona friends so bad its lowkey killing me

i feel like i do not feel emotions like a normal person sometimes and it is very frustrating

i lowkey think this rep at my workplace was hitting on me. well ok!

i Understand

it is not even 7am n my dog is already pissing me off i am so #blessed to be in the office today

i havent actively been using tiktok in eons but i finally officially deleted the app good riddance

UGHHHHHH IM SO SORRY 💔

omfg that shit pisses me off like sorry but we r grown adults. we need to clean. it doesnt matter if u dont like doing a specific chore u need to figure out ways to make it more manageable n do it!!!!!

unfortunately i do feel very stupid all the time