Raven

living my ✨skinny legend✨ life

omg, I'm like Lily now

We are 👏🏻 getting 👏🏻 it 👏🏻 together 👏🏻

Everyone out there is just so fucking smart and GOD, I feel like I missed so much education being undiagnosed ADHD, then undermedicated and just depressed AF.

I've realized that WOW I've *really* been crawling out of a hole since high school. I've made SO much progress but....damn.

I think a big part of this is realizing I just need SO much more education to do something meaningful and decent paying.

Need more in-depth bio (and I need a niche for a masters), stats, & programming.

Really need to brush up on chem, math, & physics too.

I just have a lot of life shit on the mind rn. I feel really dumb and broke and small.

I'll get through it!! The future is scary but it will be exciting!! I can do it!!

I think I'm just cranky bc these workdays have been SO long recently, AND funding for my position goes away in a year, AND all my roommates are moving out soon and I have like no friends around here

Going to finish undergrad while I still have this job, then after that....I really don't know!!

Which is all great! But it means I woke up on Monday and realized "oh my fucking god I wasted the last 4 years of my life because my shit was SO not together"

I honestly want to cry. I have so much clarity now and it's crazy

OK big spiel — got my vyvanse upped recently and I'm:

Waking up at 8AM every day
Awake enough in the morning to catch the bus
Eating less, better, & more consistently (way more cooking!)
Performing better at work
Having energy in the evenings to study/do chores/etc
Spending less money

Girl I am so sorry, the struggle is so fucking real 😣

your work bestie! ✨

A bipedal red fox paints a rainbow across the sky. They have a determined look on their face. To the right of the rainbow are segments of text from newspaper articles about grim news for LGBTQIA+ folks, especially trans folks. On the left, there are flowers on the ground, with butterflies flittering about. The discouraging words are illegible faint smudges. Artist: BriarhideIllust

Persist against all odds

not cis, but as a white gay it sucks you keep finding nothing but basic bitches - so here's to finding all your fellow freaky lil weirdos 🔥

GO BITCH GO!!! 🩷🩷🩷✨✨✨

So handsome! Love you in that jacket!!

Got an awesome sketchpage done by @awfulfeline.com, thank you so much!

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We at Studio 45 would like to formally invite you to our next Disco event: Sat 2/28/2026

9PM- @djsnowwolf.bsky.social
10PM- @sillybit666.bsky.social
11PM- @catboyslim.gay
12AM- @junot.bsky.social
1AM- @elementjonny.bsky.social
2AM- Twilo & Mathy

~See You There~

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well...after months of waiting for a response from social security on my disability claim...

they just sent me an email and denied it

I feel broken, hopeless, and screwed...

I ask and plead one more time...if you can help....please help. I don't want to lose my home...I just want to get better

girl mood 😂 I've done this once or twice before haha

Connor this is terrible, I am so sorry to hear :( people can really ignore everything else and be so bigoted at the worst possible times

you gotta keep creating and putting stuff out there even if your friends and peers dont support you because ultimately you dont need to chase approval if you are expressing yourself.

you are enough. you dont need to prove your worth to others.

Hope all is good shawty, also SURVIVE I believe in you 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I’ve lived by this advice for the past 15 years, especially through my music career, and I don’t regret it one bit.

My favorite piece of advice from my favorite NYC superhero Microwave man!

Finally learning virtualDJ, but the only music I have saved is the most random mix of shit from back when I was 13

So I'm learning the software by mixing the weirdest fucking things together 🤣

Poster for The Shadow Mirage opening 1/2 Bit birthday event

Made a club world, celebrating my birthday with it, hope to see you there~

Schedule in EST:
7pm: @pixelcat.wtf
8pm: @goggs.club
9pm: @winkzee.bsky.social
10pm: @whittycat.bsky.social
11pm: @spitfirethewolf.bsky.social

Group for easy joining: vrc.group/MIRAGE.4731

the queen of not paying rent 💅🏻✨

🎵 🛼 He was a skater boy~ 🎸🎵

but also — how to get motivation/energy for gym??? bc I wanna be a big strong hot bitch

I need to live in a cooler area so I can just find some local gym fur friends to bully me into going

this is why I use the NB label bc basically I just wanna be a big hot butch (and also pretty) lesbian

Chat I keep rolling with the NB label bc having a dick is fun but also my mood and well-being would probably improve like 5x by being a woman

Can I just have like. A little estrogen as a treat

You can buy the full/offline version I think?? Unless that's what they're killing 💀

When you work really hard on the shaders and lighting, but accidently hit render without the pose applied

📸@sprigdeer.bsky.social