does anyone wanna do this with me?
#edsky
does anyone wanna do this with me?
#edsky
i exist again
imma try eating more to gradually lessen my intake
ive been binging like crazy and trying to get out of the cycle so bad :((
hes also going on my hear me out idc
Hear me out expeditiously.
i dont need to be uncomfortable
i need to hurt from eating
gonna eat til i throw up
i need to feel pain from it before i lose it
i ate food
what the fart
ill never get there tho
being 110 seems so beautiful to me
not counting calories anymore
just not gonna eat
bye
I HATE EATING
NOTHING EVEN TASTES GOOD
binged to the point food is meaningless to me
it doesn't hurt me when i eat too much and it makes me go mentally insane if i dont eat at all
binging
idgaf
i have no emotions rn and i need to feel something
pissed i have to eat THREE MEALS TODAY
had to stop that one fucking diet cause of my meds 😒
plus my bedroom is a mess and i cant even clean it cause of my back problems
i had to go to urgent care for my back problems, not only that i had to get medicine and leave work early (less money in my pockets)
a guy i was talking to disabled his account just to ghost me
and someone tried to start drama with me and pulled the victim card 💀
i think im mentally not doing okay but i literally have no clue
so much shit has happened to me in the last 24 hours im just kinda like 😶
i dont even know what happened bro
im just confused
DUDE MY MEDICINE IS MAKING ME EAT AAAAAAUGHH
c//tting on my chest makes me wanna wear sexy bras 😔
ill be drinking my morning vitamin shake too :3
think tomorrow imma have some eggs and rice
then maybe a salad and sum chicken :D
it would be so easy for me to walk to the pharmacy to get the medicine for my back pain but i fear that would cause more back pain
im so hungry rnnnn aaaaughh
I FORGOT TO ADD THE PICTURE KILL ME
overestimated a bunch but fuck it we ball
people who draw sesh pics are so fire and i wish to be their friend
i wanna try to go deeper but jesus christ it was so hard
maybe i aint doing it right
ill try tomorrow