madds

dont forget to update ur tiktok today before its taken off the app store tmw

anyway sorry 😝

but my coworkers ask me to hang out and we always have fun, so why don’t the people i’ve been friends with for years? i’m tired of initiating everything. i feel used, whether it be my car, my money, my time. like idk

and idk maybe it’s not because of me not drinking anymore, but that’s how it’s starting to feel. but my seasonal depression has been kicking my ass lately and i feel like i’m self sabotaging

like it really sucks that i have friends of years that don’t ask me to hang out anymore, i have to do it, and even then more than half the time, i get flaked on

ever since i stopped drinking, it feels like people have asked me to hang out less and less

the twilight lego set being $220 is actually fucking insane. it is not worth that much

but i do hate needles and i have a cavity so 💔

mine was moreso that im insecure with my teeth because i hadnt had a real cleaning in a while so i was just anxious that my teeth would be gross. but they were really good, at least she said that to make me feel better lol

i finally went to the dentist yesterday and they were so nice and reassuring ❤️‍🩹 i was so scared

my tummy hurts

i still get full body chills listening to the live version of the line

my mom needs to hurry before i start hating my outfit

I GOT THE LAVISH SHIRT FOR CHRISTMAS. ITS SO SOFT

fuck it, arthur morgan era

new year new me

i wish i was a cowboy

breakup so bad it got me listening to country music

hey bluesky

let me add, we’ve only been playing christmas music this week, so when that played i was like 😧

oh ms believer was playing at work yesterday or two days ago and it set off a sleeper agent activator in me

ive started doing this thing to help my road frustration. i put on the walking dead soundtrack and act like im on a supply run and that all the slow fuckers in front of me are just stopped cars that i have to weave thru in the apocalypse

i did not listen to music this year like i did last year

DAYUM

i knew it would be

i think one of our doctors got me sick 💔

ofc! they aren’t on the website anymore from what i can see, but those third party show websites still sell them it looks like. just look up vans marshmallow and green tongue lol. i used to work at vans and i almost bought those same ones for my dad

at least during the sai era

these are the ones he wears, i thinks he just laces them rly tight and you cant see the tongue

real. happy thanksgiving!