nobu '

#whyamilikethis ? '

i'm not a lover of violence, but sometimes it's the only way people r called to demonstrate what they really care about ' dare i say, who they really r '

acting like feminine is yin and masculine is yang is like pretending that women don't have mars nativity and men don't have venus nativity '

cultivating ki / qi is really just making sure that all of ur constituent selves / cells r communicating well and taking care of another '

like a family '

like a community '

like a society '

occurs to me that with neptune leaving its "home sign" of pisces and entering aries that, of all the planets in the solar system, perhaps it most represents the hero of the hero's journey '

tho currently it is somewhat of a fool 😆 '

at the beginning of aries season i was meditating and heard the words "quiet culture" and i've been meditating on that almost daily since '

what would it mean to get consent from land ? '

y we jumpin to conclusions when we could b gliding towards possibility ? '

and ur mind will one day run into the wrong pile of crap and u will starve beneath it when it falls on top of u '

i suggest u learn how to dismember urself — step one of becoming an exorcist '

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being good at learning without being good at unlearning is like hoarding — soon ur body and ur brain will run out of space and u will find it hard to move around

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i've been researching career paths in mental health recently in australia, while advocating for #basicincome, and let me just say the #bullshitjobs theory goes hard '

my grandma deserves all the time and presence she gets from me '

i can't /yet/ say the same for many other beings but this is the nature of gardening or social investment '

her investment in me is bearing fruit now and i have faith my gardening will do so too '

how does one stay aligned internally while misaligning forces r at play externally ? '

well that's martial art, or more specifically, what i've felt called to name #nobushido '

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as without, so within — it's difficult for a constituency to become internally aligned unless it contains individuals who r internally aligning '

this is how i define "starseed" '

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still, it's almost impossible to accomplish broader alignment between constituencies when neither of those constituencies r internally aligned (not counting mutual destruction) '

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and so on '

one might argue that the invasion of one ecosystem by elements of another ecosystem is only possible if those ecosystems were not aligned '

that would b a reasonable argument imo ' it follows that conflict and resolution of conflict is part of the ongoing process of alignment '

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being out of alignment with one's ecosystem is the root of all conflict '

when one body's lack of alignment with their own ecosystem causes them to invade or attempt to invade another ecosystem, they often knock sub-bodies of that ecosystem out of alignment '

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and that if u sing ur own tune loudly enough then sometimes it's easier for others to become attuned '

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and i've felt myself coming back to something i used to say a while back but haven't said in a while — which is that it's hard to get attuned internally if u r chasing attunement with others '

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— considering other people's comfort / boundaries, when it requires me to b unattuned to myself, or their self '
— considering other people's comfort / boundaries, when their discomfort / boundaries come from lack of attunement from their self '

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for a while now, i feel like there's this negotiation i've been going thru between :

— taking up space in an attuned way '
— taking up space in a way that isn't attuned '

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i can tell when someone likes my attention and i can tell when giving it to them will deepen the chasm of self alienation and when i am called to keep my attention to my self, people often catch wrek '

i have a hard time trusting people, bc i have developed a lot of trust in my self not trusting people — and it's often been repaid '

but where trust fails there is always faith '

yes, this is a lie '

making art is lying to create — rather than destroy — trust '

yk a lotta the time when people r like i'm an introvert, i'm an extrovert, i'm this or i'm that i feel like yall just got stuck on one or two settings ' and i'm like hey uh let's pop open that menu '

dang it's 2025 and people r still using reply instead of reply all lmao '

not being biased against non-white-cishet-men doesn't mean being biased towards non-white-cishet-men '

not being biased toward white-cishet-men doesn't mean biased against white-cishet-men '

putting another bandaid on top of a bandaid isn't the move ' u gotta heal the wound '

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tbh i feel like the whole "death of woke" thing is people not understanding that not being biased against sth doesn't mean being biased toward it '

and vice versa '

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did u have to vote on whether i am considered safe enough to b in community with or sth '