Mozelle Batiste Delacroix’s only son.

You’re welcome. 🤎

Thank you for reading :)

I’m happy you found your peace. It can be hard to hear yourself in the cacophony of grief.

It’s on my spirit lol I know that sounds silly to some. But it’s true

Only YOU know your reasons. Only YOU know your intention. Other people speculating, is just that…speculation. And speculation has never equaled fact.

The majority of us in this digital space are strangers. And the only things we know about one another are the curated facts that we allow each other to consume. Don’t let a stranger online gaslight you into thinking you should be doing something that you simply don’t want to do.

Thank you for seeing me. I hope your wounds have healed best they can.

It’s true. Or at least it’s true to me. My philosophy is, are you someone that you would fall in love with in another life? And if you can’t answer that honestly, with a yes, then maybe you should sit against some introduction

The right person for you isn’t waiting to be found. They are waiting to recognize you, but that recognition can only come once you have recognized yourself. Love isn’t something to be chased like prey.

Awwwwwww!!!!

White supremacy is a cult that white people keep on buying into even though it is actively harming them. What would he be put in charge of? The Department of shenanigans and mediocrity?

My favorite!

What’s that?

To do what exactly!? Amerikkka…wrap it up man…

You have dreamy eyes :)

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Love you boo.

I appreciate you. Time, and therapy have helped mend that wound. But just like arthritis flares up when it gets cold outside, there are some things that trigger me. Nature is one of them, which is funny because I love to be in it.

So the book, or poem whatever this may be no. But I know Cumberbatch is in a movie that I think is a play of this book. Now I have to read it thank you Anand.

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Can I just say…I look forward to your posts! Your wit and intellect are razor sharp.

Thank you. Me too lol 🥹

Possessiveness* damn AutoCorrect

Obrigado. That was years ago, it feels like lifetime ago. I have healed from the wound, but it still hurts every now and again lol

My pleasure. I’m happy it found you friend.

I’m sure this probably seems like it’s coming out of left field for you, the reader lol. But I was just looking outside, watching the wind blow through the trees, hearing the birds sing. And I thought of her. And I wanted to share.

So if you’re currently dealing with grief? I beg of you, be gentle on yourself.

Grief is unpredictable, it can cause you to do things that you otherwise would not. But grief is something you have to feel fully. It’s like a bull, you can’t rush it, or slow it down. You can simply brace yourself, and pick up the pieces once it’s passed.

For almost 3 years. I had a little to no human contact for almost 3 years. I had to swim up from that pit of grief and breach the surface to get back to my life. I don’t say this for sympathy, or well wishes. I say this to illustrate something.

But there was a silence that to this day I can’t rightly describe with words. And before I looked at her, I knew she was gone. The grief that roiled up in the wake of her passing. Caused me to come back to the United States after the Service sell all of my belongings and live in a firewatch tower

What people don’t tell you, is when you are in the presence of death. There is a silence, that drowns out all other noise. In that moment of thinking, how peaceful it was, I realized how quiet it was. The birds were still singing, the sun was still shining, and the bees were still buzzing…

The sun was shining, the birds were singing, bees were buzzing around everywhere. We both had on our big hats, this was before the wizard hat. We had reached a lull in the conversation. And I remember sitting there with my hat over my eyes, leaning back, thinking “ this is so peaceful”