olive (taylor's version)🤍

maar deze jurk in wit zou echt vet cute zijn!! misschien kan je met accessoires nog wat doen om het voor jezelf meer sns te laten voelen?

krijg er bijna stress van dat ik ook nog niet weet wat ik aan ga doen🙃 vind het altijd zo leuk om te zien hoe iedereen zich helemaal leuk aankleed voor concerten en vind het ook zo leuk om aan mee te doen maar weet gewoon echt niet wat uit mijn kledingkast past bij de vibes van sabrina🫠

sabrina tomorrowwww :)))

ahahaha tis goed om te weten dat ik niet de enige ben met dit probleem🙃 moet nog even goed gaan brainstormen voor zondag, misschien koop ik wel een merch shirt en doe ik die gwn aan ter plekke🤭

saaame! heb echt geen flaaauw idee wat ik aan ga doen, heb echt niks wat kwa vibes past want de dresscode is echt compleet het tegenovergestelde van wat ik normaal draag

🩷🩷🩷🩷 komt allemaal goed!

and i'm still not feeling the best, which really sucks

had a fun girls night with friends from uni i hadn't seen since starting my internship yesterday, but halfway through the night i got a really bad stomach ache and had to leave early (still had to drive home and it was the worst 1.5 hours of my life) but really said my girls night was cut short :(

going to be a difficult week this week, luckely i only have 4 days of my internship this week

wel erg aantrekkelijk, maar zal er nog even over nadenken want weet niet of ik het me echt kan veroorloven op dit moment😅🤭

hoe duur is ie? 😊 heb namelijk net de llfp gekocht van iemand uit engeland (dus met shipping en waarschijnlijk customs toch iets minder fv) dus moet even kijken of ik het me kan veroorloven om nog iets taylor gerelateerd te kopen🤭

ik kan gewoon geen album niet in de top 5 hebben, al haar albums verdienen een top 5 plek. ik heb een top 4, waar de top 3 vrij constant is en de nr 4 nog wel veranderd en alle andere albums zijn dan altijd allemaal nr 5

alsoo, short 'n sweet deluxe is >>> i love love love sabrina, can't wait for the europe tour💋

although, with a view like this i can't really complain can i

note to self, wear the thickest sweaters i own to work when it's cold outside

my internship is located in this beautiful building at the amsterdam canals. truly a beautiful and old building, howeverrr... that does mean it isn't really insulated and it just so cold inside i've been shivering all day

vosje is echt een geweldige naam🥹

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i did have a great welcome! still searching a bit tho, it's such a different routin+ i'm obviously new to the firm so don't know how everything works yet

finished my first week at my internship and i am absolutely exhausted. meeting new people is mentally draining

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thank you🤍 it has been extremely difficukt, it just happened so out of the blue so it's been hard to really accept it happened

because i do at some point have to 'move on', and that doesn't mean forget about my grandma it just means start living my life like i used to instead of putting everything on pause

hi everyone, long time no see... i've been having a really hard time with the passing of my grandma and it's been really hard to go back to my normal life and i've been stopping myself from coming on here and posting on here because it feels like me moving on, which is ridiculous but i can't help it

thank you so much🤍

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when they said "taylor plays the surprise songs you need" they really weren't lying, i just didn't know at the time just how much i needed to hear taylor sing those words

i know labyrinth is supposed to be a song about love/lost (romantic) love, but hearing taylor sing "it only hurts this much right now" gives me so so much comfort, i've been rewatching my eras tour video from when i got it as a surprise song over and over and over

i have been going through all my mom's old photo albums to collect pictures of my grandma for the funeral and it's been so nice seeing her life through these photo's. she was so beautiful, and had so much wanderlust and loved life. i find it so hard to really realise she's gone

thank you so much🤍