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Rai comeback/j

I wish I could dm ppl to make friends but noooooo my brain won't let me
I can only talk to ppl in servers which is why I keep pushing my oomfcord bc I wanna talk to ppl but I can't just show up in their dms </3

that's what im doing 🫡🫡
I have my 🦌 acc to get away from my main

hating my main rn sighs

made a super secret main and I love it sm it's so silly it has its own strawpage & everything !!!

Just 🍇 yearning for someone from his source ignore him :p

Just because my mom has a "reason" to be disabled doesn't make me invalid in my struggles

my mom is allowed to be disabled but im not :/
she's allowed to have bad days where she can't go to work because it's too painful to do anything but I can't
I can't stay home from school or work because it's dangerous for me to drive bc of how tired I am, or I struggle to walk or anything

I GET IT YOURE GAY NOW GIVE ME PFP'S OF ME

everything in this fandom is just 🍇 and his weirdo "friend"

finally making myself a thing on sp........
it's been like a week whoops :p

"🍇 why do you miss that thing"
leave me alone :(((

still missing him I think i need to die why can't he just be here

I dared to be outside without a mask on and im dying wtf

they've talked a single time and never again..... I think you'll be safe if you want to join
no one aside from me, Cin and Vee (my single Instagram oomf) are really active.......

if the people get followed by a deer yk who it is :p

the urges to start over on a new bsky account for the 3rd time are coming in i just really hate myself ig..... (I do in fact, have a 3rd main no one knows about)

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
almost all of my oomfs are your oomfs which one is it :((((
(nfta)

when ppl finally get into things I recommend but its been like 5 years is a little crazy like just say you hate me and want me to die atp

and even then it's mostly me and Cin doing the talking :/
atp why do I even bother trying to make friends anymore if they'll just not do anything ever

out of my 105 followers I can only get 5 to join my discord server i think I might actually cry

I typed out that whole thing and forgot to send it....

I talked to Vee and Cyno and we're gonna try and plan cosplans w/ me too.....
it's just every time they plan stuff im not online and they know im not or it's smth I dont like or can't get 😭😭
like pls im broke have mercy im sorry I can't get new cosplays all the time....

and it's always things I dont like or know about like istg they do this on purpose

me when my friends make cos plans without me in a gc im in <3

I also hate my job why keep me if you're only gonna schedule me 15 hours a MONTH.
and in January I only worked like 5 hours....

my mom is upset bc taxes and we owe a lot and im just here like 🧍🧍🧍

I think about the fact im eating food and now I suddenly need to die and starve myself for the next month

you know it's me in front when we start drinking cocktails

I should actually try and keep a log of my mental illness.........