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Post by @orteil42 💬 46  🔁 2019  ❤️ 4086 · am i losing the drive to create things for an increasingly alien and hostile world whose mounting taste for fascism feels like a cold metal vise around my skull or am i just…

in case anyone wants to reblog this 💖 www.tumblr.com/orteil42/810...

unrelated but wow only posted 21 hours ago

link to tumblr op for those that wanna reblog it
www.tumblr.com/orteil42/810...

A tumblr post from orteil42 (cookie clicker dev) that says: am i losing the drive to create things for an increasingly alien and hostile world whose mounting taste for fascism feels like a cold metal vise around my skull or am i just lazy and unmedicated and looking for excuses

Sorry for the lack of activity it’s literally just this

i have so many things i wanna draw but brain is like "actually no you forgot how to draw so youre gonna hyperfixate on your oc fanfic again and produce more chapters" 🤡

I think this happened to me last year too, when I had a good ball rolling for art in January and February and suddenly March is big art brain fog month 💀💦

It’s done! I hate the right collar, but sometimes you just gotta be done with stuff.

What color would a green half orc blush? My party has been deliberating. 🤔

MY SHIP AAAAAAAAA 😭💖😭🤔😭💖😭💖💖

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i called an actual real paypal customer service number and got it sorted out 💀 told me multiple ppl been getting these

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kissing! biting! the same love language!!! 🙂‍↕️

yeah either way sorry you had to deal with the targeted harassment 😭😭😭

just blocked the account bc yikes. it looks like a weirdo spam troll too 💀

a phone lock screen featuring kanlu biting the cheek of one of his disgruntled kids, with his other kid out of focus and closer to the camera view, and kanlu's husband lumaya in the background.

sketched up kanlu's lockscreen pic for whenever he wants to show off a photo of his kids real quick #ocart #artwip

🥺 thanks! im not goin' anywhere but mannnn ive just been quiet these days because im overwhelmed by the daily bs 😭

everything is so bad now 🥲 im trying not to lose to despair but it's been really tough

Underwood Ranch's Dragon Sriracha

IT'S OK the supplier (Underwood Ranch) that got gaslit and screwed over by Huy Fong (David Tran) produces their own sriracha!!!

omg hbd miss Mei Mei!!!!!!! 😭💖😭💖😭💖

huh TIL Naruto popularized the kancho prank

because these stupid scenes and scenarios literally wont leave my head LMAO 🥀

i took, like, a 2 month break but had been editing down the entire thing all throughout (i'm overly wordy and need to pair shit down all the time in general) ... but yeah finally making progress feels good

back on my bullshit and my oc fic will be exceeding 20k words now 🤪

screamingcryingthrowingup

yeah. i actually kind of get really weary when i think too deeply about it 😵‍💫 I lowkey love an excel spreadsheet and I did not learn that shit on my own! even with word doc & slides, having been taught the barebone basics of allat feels so invaluable now.. also knowing what a c drive folder is.

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errr yeah hearing from teachers around out age talk about the decline in computer (?) literacy among younger gen is alarming. because whoever was in charge of classroom courses nationwide just assumed kids will grow up automatically knowing how to work an excel spreadsheet.

*bows* thank you thank you 🙂‍↕️

little bird 🥺

so like! everything about kip and Scott (besides their public kiss) wasn't completely new for me to experience!!!!! anyway yeah no fr kip's dad had me in tears with that hug lol 😭

since I watched the Kip/Scott episode later, I was so shook how Tumblr had spammed the Shane/Ilya softcore porn gifs at me at every corner but I NEVER SEEN ANY KIP/SCOTT POSTS....? it was always big meta about Shane's ginger ale lovin' Wasian existence or how amazing Ilya's Russian was (& the gifs)

RE: LRP, crying bc I am so 🤷🏻‍♂️👍🏽 about Shane and Ilya but the Kip and Scott ep GENUINELY MADE ME CRY jjhkfkkgkkd

also i accidentally skipped their episode (was taking long breaks between each ep) so I watched it AFTER finishing the rest of the series 😂