💖🎙️Jazzie, Sound Grrrl!🎙️💖

“Have you seen Angel?????? :D!!”

Now that the event is over, everyone can see Angel! She wanted to be the puppy-in-the-window so everyone knew who she was rooming with 💖🎀

“Her name is Angel
and she is my top!~ 🥰”

🎈(PuffyPaws Gen 3 Pink Husky pooltoy by @puffypaws.bsky.social) 🎈

I think I know what I want to talk about on my next episodeeee :3

That’s honestly so validating! 😭💖 A lot of my friends and family play like grownups, and I’m always so touched when they make the time to give me aftercare and ask about my cozy cute cuddly scenes 🥰💖💖💖💖

A Funny Baby is pretending to do stand-up with a Hitachi Vibrating Wand. He's wearing pink pants and a green crop top with a pacifier clipped to it.

Now that I'm back home, I wanted to take a moment to thank everyone who helped get me to CAP and made my experience so wonderful.

Firstly thank you to @capcon.club for having me. Thank you to Cody and Dash for taking a risk and not only letting me do stand-up, but also asking me to MC. #abdl

Omg an 🆗🆗🆗🆗 hug would absolutely fix me!! Your vibes were so chill and I’m so happy I got to serve you some Michigan hash one time 🥰 And the sentiment is shared, I’m hoping we get to hang out more!

I consistently have enough small activity options to where I feel like I don’t have to engage with grownup play at all if I don’t want to! 💖

I honestly appreciate that so much!! 😭🫂

Oh, and the last part that I forgot is that I'm starting to feel sick and I was already nervous/struggling with my reintegration after this year :'c I always get condrop, but I'm *particularly* not feeling ready to be a grownup again. The masking is gonna be difficult this year 😔

CAPCon this year helped me reconnect with the tiny, vulnerable Jazzie I've missed so much c': 💖 After feeling like my Littlespace went wandering off in the proverbial mall, I finally found her again and I'm holding on to her like I do with Blankie during thunderstorms.

Thanks for a great year 🥰

Like, what right do I have to talk about sex and fetish life on a podcast when I need kink served to me on a Zoo Pals plate? I know it's a silly thought because of all the grownups around me willing to help me feel loved, but still!

Not a criticism in the slightest!! Dark ageplay can be super hot and I know a ton of people that love it! But in my absence from the harder side of BDSM, CGL really filled in the void and my heart and head are too full of polyfill and stuffing u////u Honestly starting to develop imposter syndrome.

Which was a nice feeling in a certain way, knowing I was with an adult who would keep me safe, and we scened in a corner facing away from the action of the room, but hearing about some of the events in that room kinda freaked me out. For sensitive littles like me, full cognitohazard stuff.

I'm not sure if I'm out of practice, my tastes changed, or if I'm more connected to my Littlespace than before... but I felt scared? Like, not BAD scared!! The space was a controlled and monitored environment! But like... as a kiddo, I definitely felt like I was in a space for grownups.

Alright, time to process some feelings!

I went into the Dark Room at CAP exactly twice. Once for the orientation, and once for a brief, cozy maintenance spanking. I've been out of the dungeon scene for the past couple years after I broke my back, for obvious reasons, and in that time.. I softened.

Played my first game of Little Troubles last night…maaaaaaay have stayed up until 2:00 AM. I’m not good at card games, but this…this was fun as hell! Thank you @littletroubles.bsky.social for making such a wonderfully accessible game 🥰🥰🥰 I’ll definitely be buying more soon.

BASED??????????? 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

I’m so sorry :((( people are so mean about babies 🐀

Post-capcon TMI Tuesday 👀 I’m freshly back on HRT and hormonal, let’er rip.

Arfus won this at the Art Fight raffle, and gifted it to me.

I immediately framed it.

XXXtra Epic Pants, for the sexy ladies.

@ubermedic.bsky.social
@aartfus.bsky.social

the artist's feral coyote sona propping up a skateboard with its front paws, wearing sunglasses, a diaper, and a backwards baseball cap in primary colors. it has a surly, defiant expression. the text over the image reads: CALL THE COPS, I DON'T GIVE A FUCK #abdl #diaperedferal #diaperfur

we have a diapered feral over 30, repeat, a diapered feral over 30, requesting backup, over [kzzzzshhht]

JESSIE NO

317 - Brought To You By The Letter Z (NAPcast with Dear Jazzie) | The Usual Bet | Episode 317 Join Sophie and Chloe as they host a classic hotel-room-style live episode, in lieu of their absence this year at CAPCon!  Come join the fun, alleviate your con drop, and hear all about CAPCon from CA...

Experiencing con drop after this year's CAPCon? Well, here's a fun throwback to our first CAP episode (eps 17, 6 years ago!) so everyone can take a little bit of the con home with them. ^_^

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a husky dog is standing on its hind legs on a carpet and waving its tail . ALT: a husky dog is standing on its hind legs on a carpet and waving its tail .

I'm Jazzie! :D!

You know, I never really thought about how the all the incredibly talented hosts offer little windows into the experience... huh. I'm going to ruminate on that for next year's show!

I did! I hosted a live recording of my podcast and sat on @meghancherry25.bsky.social 's panel, which was a Little-themed variant of Dropout's Smartypants game show!

Another one bites the dust 😔

I hate that cryptocurrency is a scam dude, I'm tired of traditional monetary platforms kicking us around :(

FUCK THE FUCK YES

I see Renamon, I repost Renamon. I'm a simply girl, really.

a renamon, for good measure

Yes x___x It started at the con and I'm going through it now as I'm starting to feel a little icky. I'm not feeling ready to be big next week ;~;