janay

Thank you 😭😭😭

working on some illustrations for a friend’s book 😭 it’s making me fall back in love with illustration again 🥺

i find it so hard to social media, let me just live in dms

I’ve heard it’s better after 25 since your eyes are still developing!? but that’s all i know. Everyone i know who’s had it has not regretted it though!

I am really so down for Vegas!!! Maybe we need to sit and plan and commit. As much as I wish I could do EVERYTHINGggg

Omg! it’ll happen for you!

thinking about drawing gloryhole joella. she lives in my mind

if it ain’t green…

The way I thought i was watching s2 and half way switched to s1 without noticing HELP 😭

I’m the same! I don’t know a thing about dnd but it’s so fun to watch

and i want my life back. and I’m fighting to get it back but man some days are just hard

Dark Planet of Death

Brain being very mean to me re: japan and i need it to stop

I literally didn’t know what to record because it was so chaotic 😭

keep on taking opportunities outside until it’s not sustainable i guess!!

I thinks that’s a good idea!!

well you’re definitely talented enough! but i understand it’s hard to make that push and get out of your own way

Out of genuine curiosity do you ever think about moving?

I definitely could be better about reaching out too, I’m always trying to reply to ppls stories and stuff to start conversations but maybe that’s not the best 😭 it’s hard to reach out when I just feel annoying dhdhdg

almost nobody in jp talks to me anymore yet i spend all my energy trying to go back and it makes me sad af lol like what am i doinggggg

I hate social media tbh, just a constant reminder of my self imposed loneliness

turned down a very shitty jp job, have an interview with a very good job next thursday. it’s been long process but either way i am out of yyc this year 🙂‍↕️

uk or jp by fall 🫡

I’ll still think on it a bit more but tbh if I save the way i should be saving i will have enough by autumn so!!

Im still probably not gonna take it tbhhh. I prefer my other plan! Language school is a much better option if i wanna actually do something outside of teaching!! And make actual money

I think i bought myself more time to by saying i’d prefer to start in April. Tbh I am thinking I would rather save and either go on working holiday to the UK OR do language school. I can save enough by the fall for either so it gives me time to decide. probably gunna visit in spring regardless tho!!

YEAH LMAO. they really gave me 4 days.

Dec 30 lol

it’s also starting in march and i just don’t think i can scrounge up the savings in time.

ever since i started thinking about the working holiday in the UK I’ve been a little more drawn to that. It’s hard. I really don’t know what to do. I only have until the 30th to decide which is no time at all

Both 🥲 i miss japan but the reality is lots of things are more difficult for me there and i can’t get more than bottom of the barrel eikaiwa work. so going back means i could be stuck again.

Im feeling torn i guess