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And more flowery language to describe my disdain with... Woo.

but different enough that it can throw the entire formula to hell if you fall for its trickery.

In my head, there is a sneaky Grima Wormtongue whispering all the wrong answers. Go figure, at age 32, I still hate math just as much as I did as a child, now with extra steps.

My health statistics class sure would go by a lot easier if each term didn't have like 6 other versions to refer to it that can easily be confused with various other terms that are just slightly different than it,

Me, wants pokopia knowing damn well the Switch 2 is stupid expensive, but just as a reminder to quell my ADHD impulse desire I look at the price again to re-enrage me against wanting pokopia LMFAO

Rinse, wash, repeat cycle.

I think 2026 is the year of the art study for me. I'm not only art blocked, but finding it easier on the mind lately to do studies instead of create. Not to say I won't do any illustrations but far less. Also doing traditional art a lot again--

I think imma open comms again specifically to earn money to buy an used iPad cuz I want procreate / be able to draw on the move

Damn school gettin me TIRED these days oof

I want basic ideas to be known while keeping a lot of it ambiguous. Like the ocean or space, we know a good deal but the deeper you delve the harder it is to know. Many more questions arise, and that is the intrigue.

And since I want horror in my world, especially the fear of the unknown...That magic should then not be completely knowable.

I keep fighting two wolves inside myself when thinking of magic and how it works in my world and keep circling back to explanation ruining magic.

Thinking about the idea that if magic has a complex system does it count as magic anymore or a science--

Okay the final final look is nice--

Thank god shes got a face card that doesnt decline

Honestly it might be the outfit too like ugh it is so...unattractive on her

She's so pretty-- the costuming and makeup have been so ugh LOL

God the makeup this Bridgerton season is trash, how do you have a face card like Yerin and some how make her look plain in the final episode of the season--

YOOOOOO HELL YEAH DUDE!

I do think I'll follow a format of some sort, I like having formatted commissions (Like my DnD card or even the Hades Inspired Portraits). A theme really helps I think

I'm considering revisiting the card idea or maybe a game interface idk, I'm throwin ideas around-- any are welcome!

I really wanna get back into doing commissions, mostly for artistic fulfillment? How to explain--HM...

I guess I get really satisfied doing art for others / doing a job well done...And I really need that confidence boost and to feel like I'm doing something more than school?

If businesses are able to get refunds for the tariffs that'll go crazy. Especially for all the indie small businesses who've been absolutely wrecked by these dumb tariffs. Hoping for the refunds coming as swift as possible.

A picture of Darby standing next to an exhibit with a picture of a sign that says “I Am An American”

I’ve been thinking back to this photo I took in 2020 of a sign that Tatsuro Matsuda put up in his shop the day after Pearl Harbor. Today is the anniversary of Executive Order 9066, and I hate that this history I worked to preserve is happening again. We cannot let it continue. Fuck ICE.

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I think for a while I'll be minimizing my use of discord because being on it for prolonged amount of time sends me into a panic attack spiral.

One good thing that came from being hacked is the intense panic attacks and risen anxiety has given me the aggressive push I needed to get medical help for my mental illnesses again cuz I been neglecting it but I can't keep doing that with this new layer of fear I'm constantly consumed by.

Yeah I think I'm going to start looking into putting up as much security as I possibly can just to have peace of mind...

Honestly, this whole situation with my discord being hacked has me feeling paranoid to even use the platform anymore....But it's also the only place where I have community.

I get a new message, and I'm overanalyzing everything and start to get a panic attack--

Woke up to this beautiful bouquet for Valentines~!

I'm so sorry, truly

Gonna wait a while before I start tryn to find folks to add them again or rejoin servers with my new account since I am seeing if discord can get me back my OG one...If anything I'd just like it to grab my creative diaries I kept on there lmfao

It's so unfortunate to see folks choosing to be kind and indulge a random request from an assumed friend and see that abused. It really bums me out.

Lowkey I feel so fucked up emotionally but also feel really grateful that when I yelled to the void people actually answered and spread the word/have helped me contact others ect

Rn thats the only thing making me feel good rn