@nexxusdrako.au
29 / Transfem / π¦πΊ / Pan / Poly / Plural / AuDHD / ΞΞ Autistic trans woman and creative jack of all trades from Brisbane, Australia who trades as an author, video game developer, online content creator, and musician.
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New press release about Neon Soul's embargo lifting: atomicmusic.web.app/feed/Yd6jw1o...
Listen to two-week Atomic #3 track New Signal: atomicmusic.web.app/song/PLNKF4r...
Embargo just lifted off of Track 2, Neon Soul. Track 3 lifts from embargo next week. π§ π¦πΊπ΅ #MusicSky #Music #Electronic #Ambient #Experimental
Pre-order my album, or just listen, either is good. :D
itavrnaiprotocol.bandcamp.com/album/genesys
Ohayoghurt and I are going to try to get back into Rocket League 2v2s, and I might even recruit my girlfriend Hexa into doing 3v3s with us. We should be able to get somewhere, right?
Even if we suck, we'll hopefully become better friends, learn to communicate and cooperate, and maybe win sometimes.
A dark-themed leaderboard screen from Grand Prix Racing Online showing βSeason Standings (Group: Amateur - 57)β at the top, with a table listing managersβ names, flags, race results across 17 rounds, and total points. The first four rows are highlighted in green, with Pyra Drake at the top of the standings, followed by Peder Jendersen, Francesco CarΓ¨, and Joachim Vaes, while lower rows in blue show additional competitors with mostly blank columns where future race results will appear.
The logo of Apex Lupus. A narrow rectangular banner with a dark green, smoky background, featuring a stylized purple wolf paw print on the left and the words βAPEX LUPUSβ in bold purple lettering, followed by βGPROβ in italic purple text on the right.
I've been playing Grand Prix Racing Online again for 3.5 seasons now, and it looks like I'm gonna win my Amateur group and go to Pro. I may be the first person in Apex Lupus (which I co-founded) to make it to the Pro tier, which is the third-highest of five. (Elite, Master, Pro, Amateur, Rookie)
Sadly Ginger had to referee a football match (he's a Brit), and we had to log off early. Because timezones between eastern US, the UK, and eastern Australia are fucked. I, as France, am literally just a focus away (about 90 days) from forcing the issue and flipping Communist, and it's only 1937.
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A couple friends and I were playing HoI4 the other day, and we didn't know it was the 90th anniversary of the Sudetenland Crisis. I'm France, Speedster's Romania, and Ginger's Belgium. We went commie and planned to join Comintern and invade Germany the moment they tried to take the Sudetenland.
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The jersey template for custom kits for Let's Make A Soccer Team! on the PS2.
The shorts template for custom kits for Let's Make A Soccer Team! on the PS2.
The socks template for custom kits for Let's Make A Soccer Team! on the PS2.
I want to thank AndyKusanagi for figuring out the templates for the "Let's Make A Soccer Team!" kits, with jerseys, shorts, and socks all available in the LMAST-Realism GitHub.
V2.0 and on will bolster PS2 soccer gaming archival and modding once complete.
Link to the GitHub: github.com/NexxusDra...
I ended up getting a Wii Sensor Bar for my PC that uses USB the other day, so now the plan is to get a Wii Motion Plus for my current Wii Remote, and then get a second remote, nunchuck, and motion plus for entertaining friends. The 2P stuff is obviously further down the line. Dolphin emulator rules!
The flag of the Itavran Union. A bright, rectangular flag with three vertical stripesβblue on the left, yellow in the center, and red on the rightβfeaturing a large white circle in the middle of the yellow stripe that contains a stylized, abstract emblem: a horizontal blue oval behind a smaller brightβgreen circle, with two red diamond shapes extending vertically above and below the green circle.
The flag of the Vyktorian Commonwealth. A minimalist flag design divided diagonally: a large goldenβyellow field on the right, and on the left a deep maroon section separated by a bold black βVβ shape that frames a narrow white triangle pointing downward into the center.
I need to do more things vis-Γ -vis the Itavran Union, and its subproject, the Vyktorian Commonwealth. The #worldbuilding side of my life has been decidedly lacking as I've been so focussed on just getting through each day, listening to my body, and healing from my trauma, so I've had little time.
I love my country. #TransPride
Being schizophrenic to a degree isn't helpful either because when I miss medication for a day or two the world begins to meld into this hyper reality that starts to make less and less sense, and the delusions of grandeur, reference, and godhood kick in, alongside the prophecies and hallucinations.
Yet, my extreme level of insight and self awareness is something the mental health professionals in my life always comment on but my pathological demand resistance and rejection sensitivity dysphoria mess me up so dang bad. Especially with the lingering paranoia and insane situational awareness.
Therapy has helped me cope, helped me learn about myself, my needs, my trauma, my wants, gaining insight. People ask me; if I could do this all over, would I fix my mistakes?
I had to make those mistakes to learn from them and learn about myself. Insight comes from understanding our imperfections.
I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired. Listening to my body is one of the hardest things I've ever done, but I'm noticing that things are less hopeless than the past, and my symptoms are decreasing as my ability to cope and deal with these stressors increases, yet C-PTSD doesn't fuck around.
I made a purchasing error last fortnight and accidentally bought boxes of sugary creaming soda, so I do need to cut the sugar and drink more water this fortnight. I bought a neat runner's water bottle too, to use when I'm out and about and walking around. Gotta just cut the sugar cold turkey.
I need to go back to my RetroAchievement hunting streams again, but I've just got so many games and not enough ability to choose. I'd rather play 1 game for 2 hours than 3 games in 3 hours, if you get me? The AuDHD isn't helping with that, as that feeling that I need to make good content prevails.
It's disappointing that Myrient, a major game archivist, is shutting down their services on March 31st. My 30th birthday, even. Server costs just getting way too high for them, and also the fact that leeches are charging for "premium downloads" of a free service. I hate scum like that, honestly.
Wednesday mornings Brisbane time till April 1st, I'll unlock a track from Genesys on Bandcamp for folks to preview & download w/ preorder.
New Signal (Track 1) is now unlocked due to debuting #3 on the independent Atomic charts.
Preorder at itavrnaiprotocol.bandcamp.com/album/genesys
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To those who found this and listened to it, thank you, thank you, thank you.
I'm bawling my eyes out. Still hits me like a truck every time something like this happens. Could not have asked for anything better tbqh. Number three indie song in the country with no ads, no marketing. The album isn't even out for another month. #MusicSky π§ π¦πΊπ΅
I need to get a well-built office chair, because I'm using one of those cheap stackable plastic chairs for my house, and have been for a fair while, because money being so tight. I don't even have a couch, and that needs to be solved, but I don't have a way to transport a used one either...
I need to get back into anime at some point. I've had Death Note sitting on my "watching" list for some time, and I need to finish off MF Ghost Season 2 at some point too. And I really need to try watching Evangelion again. I just haven't had the comfort and ability to just veg out and watch anime.
And of course, if you want to make it chart higher, you can go to atomicmusic.web.app?... and use their streaming service with independent, regional-focused Australian music. They're genuinely good people to work with, they were pretty present in the regional VIC/NSW indie music scene.
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For those outside Australia or who don't have a local station playing the Atomic charts, at 10pm Sydney time they have a chart show on their online radio station. In 2019, I managed to sneak 2 songs in the Top 20 and 4 songs total into that year's Atomic 100. Was nice.
mytuner-radio.com/ra...
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If you're in Australia, have a look at all the stations the chart's on and listen until near the end for my own song, New Signal by Itavrnai Protocol. It's debuting pretty high, but the exact place is only for their Patreon supporters. (I subbed to it for my own sake.)
radio.atomicmusic.sp...
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Atomic Music CONGRATULATIONS! This weekβs Atomic Top Twenty is locked in, and whether youβre one of the featured artists, or a radio station helping bring these sounds to air, thank you for being part of the movement. These songs will be heard nationwide via community FM stations that champion 100% original Australian music, with special love for regional voices and emerging talent.
The following song(s) will be played on this weeks Top Twenty: Anbu Mitchell - The Legend of Cowboy Billy Baulk at the MΓΆΓΆn - Meditation of the Mantis Baulk at the MΓΆΓΆn - Silver Whiskers Becky Harris - Lullaby CJ - Imperfect Remastered 2026 Dave Varacalli Music - Bitter Pills Dave Varacalli Music - See This One Through Greg McInnes - Let Love Be Love In3vitable l - A Paradox In3vitable l - Authoritarian Itavrnai Protocol - New Signal (Highlighted for Emphasis) J.PHAZE - BRAINS DISSOLVED J.PHAZE - NEED AN UPDATE Juniper ArrΓ© - Letter To Jennie Juniper ArrΓ© - These Lovers Are Howling At The Moon Kathleen Turner Overdrive - Parasites Lost In The Past - Seat by the Fire Reckless Velvet - I'll Be Ok - feat Tyler Brooks Scandal Tree - Skin in the Game Stuart Rennie Music - Must find my way
So I got an email last night notifying me I've made top 20 in the independent Atomic Music charts.
I haven't done that since 2019 when I was Extrasolar Detonation, so to do it with a song that had zero advertising or marketing, and was uploaded as a test, is incredible. π§ π¦πΊπ΅ #MusicSky
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Waiting on the Lost Legacy 2 modlist for Skyrim to get out of beta before I put any significant time back into it, a major update killed my series early, and I'm just waiting for the dev to finish the modlist.
I've come down with some form of sickness the past few days, and I feel so god-damned under the weather. I haven't streamed for a while either because I've just had no energy, my sleep schedule is off kilter, so I'm just gonna guerilla stream this coming fortnight whenever I feel like it.
I noticed the FIFA Manager 2026 mod launched, and I'm still unsure if I'll stream it. Waiting on some parameter tweaks and gameplay patches to finalise for the new game. We'll see. It's a hell of a lot better than SEGA's FM26 though.
