“Heartbroken but also very angry… sickening lies by the administration… reprehensible and disgusting… Alex is clearly not holding a gun… please get the truth out about our son, he was a good man…”
Why does going to sleep and waking up again not feel like a video game time skip the way going under anesthesia and coming out of it does. Is it the general disorientation? Or the location change?
Just found out the normal amount of pain for your spine and joints to have all the time is actually "zero" and not "just a little bit mostly" so that's good to know #arthritis #anklyosingspondylitis #chronicillness
Mmm, barium
#ibd #ulcerativecolitis #crohns
Got sick and am rapidly losing a ton of weight again, and once again I feel really conflicted. It's like... inheriting a bunch of money through a death in the family or something. Like yes I wanted this, but not LIKE this, ya know? Very monkey's paw-esque #ibd #chronicillness #ulcerativecolitis
I apologize but I find the theology of the Warrior Cats books more compelling than any monotheistic religion.
When I say buff I don't mean bulky but just very muscular and/or toned!! Xie Lian in particular haha
Sometimes I forget that all pf the MXTX mains and LIs are tall and buff as hell amd how much scarier that makes the demon crew irl😭 #luobinghe #huacheng
I'm very excited about Thousand Autumns because I was WILDLY drunk when I watched the donghua and all of my memories of it feel like a fever dream😭
So my life is about to make a BIG 180 as I go from working 2 jobs to living in my parent's basement thanks to my chronic illness (thanks IBD). But the real question is, with all this free time: which danmei should I catch up on first?? #danmei #bl
I actually meed to stop cursing my colon bc really, she's not the one not the one not doing her job. My IMMUNE-SYSTEM is the villain here. My colon is just a victim in this as I am!! #ibd #ulcerativecolitis #crohns
Fanfictions be like "he leaned away from the older man" (the man was 3 months older, "he had to tilt his chin up to make eye contact" (this character is 1.5 inches shorter) #fanfiction #ao3
Today I got so desparate for fanart of a semi-obscure character from a semi-obscure anime that I re-downloaded tumblr and that's a flavor of desperation I haven't known in quite some time #gintama #abuto
After EIGHT!!!!! months!!!! Guess who is FINALLY no longer on prednisone🥳 #ibd #ulcerativecolitis
Bopping between here and the actual website in a loop like one of those obesessive behaviors zoo animals get when they're understimulated
The amount that I care about theoretical power level timelines for random DBZ characters is so SHAMEFULLY bro-y of me
Me and my Mom VS Ulcerative Colitis, who will win? (Spoiler: not our colons) #ibd #weightloss
2/2- I just track my calories in Chronometer and get at least 7k steps a day. Personally I walk to work so that's about 2 30min walks a day. Most helpful thing has been accepting I can't always be perfect. Like, letting myself have treats is better than suffering until I give up entirely!
SO I "cheated" a little bit in the middle from lbs 260-230 bc I had a really severe UC flare in that time, just for full transparency haha. BUT 280-260 and 230-200 have been fully intentional! Unfortunatelly I really haven't done anything special haha 1/2
Congratulations to future me in 2026 for turning 26 the WORST year a chronically ill and poor gal could possibly turn 26, can't wait to not afford all my medications and lose my colon so that billionares can have EVEN MORE money lmao
THIS close to going back to a flip phone, not because I necessarily care about the billionaires knowing my shopping habits, but bc it irks me that they want it so bad and I'd like to spite them
Oh!
shen yuan and airplane-bro photocards!! the back of these says “sent via airmail with love ❤️”
worsties ( ᴗ͈ˬᴗ͈) ♡ 🥒✈️
#cumplane #svsss #commission
Does anyone else still write their fanfic directly into the doc manager on ff? I don't even post there anymore but writing FANFIC in a google doc just feels... wrong. It can't possibly JUST be me, right? #fanfiction #ao3 #fanfic ??
Crazy that our democracy is in shambles and I'm still just... writing gay fanfiction. Like idk, I guess when I pictured living in a totalitarian regime, I just never pictured there also still being yaoi
I've always wondered what people in Louisiana are up to down there, honestly feels more like a different country than Canada does
The pastries at my Sunday job are so pretty it's actually ridiculous. My girl looks like she came out of a damn Ghibli movie
I should never have gone camping, now at every inconvenience I can't help but think how this would never happen to me in The Woods. I get it now, I get it😭
I LOVE oversharers, like yes please I'm so nosy😭
My boobs are big because that's where I store the illnesses.
