Spoonie 🔮

I try to write posts on it and then I walk away disgusted like I've just masqueraded as a little corporate puppet so this is so spot on 😂😭 Even the 'good' posters write things out like it's some sort of printout for a team training exercise.

I absolutely feel like exactly this, every time it happens it takes longer and I just feel resentful about it! Starting to feel like I've entered perma 'tism burnout 😭 I did not pick these difficulty settings when I woke up, I want them to stop 😂

Does anyone have any good tips for sort of...breaking your brain out of a funk?
Do you ride through it? Are there methods to snap out of it?

I'm really struggling to get into things like movies, games, shows etc. I know it's a stress-n-depression thing but I'm also desperate to be motivated again.

self-care doesn’t mean you have an excuse not to care about others

the stream won't be perfect because i'll be treating it as my uhhh, warmup to coming back to streaming?? but if i don't just do it i'm going to spend forever getting 'ready' and never stream again so lets just do it live literally

well obviously ,i now need to read all of his work

did Gans pen this himself that would be so funny

The idea of a sex scene is fine imo it was clear they fucked what *bothers* me is this is a badly written sex scene lmao

im not here to think about having a brand. im here to have a good time on the world wide web, which you know i say consistently,

late night (9.30pm til ??) stream planned on thursday I'm gonna play the fatal frame 2 crimson butterfly remake

Unfortunately for me it gives me a lot of dysmorphia, I panic during actual conversations that I'm breathing too much because I am so attuned to cutting it out.

the amount of times i have to cut audio to make sure there is no breathing despite being a human being who breathes is so funny to me like so many content creators myself included create this idea that we all talk without taking a proper breath yet we know we all do

running behind on stuff i said i'd be doing (streams) but my brain finally picked up on something it's been refusing to do for an entire year (youtube scripts)

i got anxious about sharing before but fuck it

i'm going to have to have surgery at some point in the near future
i'm still processing, but i'm getting there. there's a lot of anger and bullshit surrounding this for me which suuuucks.

i should be okay, but my life will change. eek.

ehehehehehe killy floor killy floor

my favourite video games are all the cool ones

The Simpsons are a neurodivergent family.

It's the absolute worst, and I have nothing but empathy for anyone else dealing with it😭 you end up getting exhausted of being upset that you're exhausted, too.

fuck.

we're all just funny characters living in each other's computers

The games industry is seriously harshing my whimsical but scrappy vibe

twitch raids feel like when a teacher would introduce your class to the other class in your grade

i'm drinking the liquid coolant flowing through the AIO

we're all just funny characters living in each other's computers

HAHA YEAAAAAAH!!!!!

you are a true friend <3

would you break my leg if i ask nicely

(Insert Survival Horror Game here) Soundtrack [Extended] has been the absolute goat for helping me write

they look like they taste slimey!! no thank you!