@pupboltz
Opinions expressed are solely my own and do not express the views or opinions of my employer๐พ AuDHD ๐พTwo Spirit Native American ๐ชถ ๐พlegacy pain patient๐พ Complex regional pain syndrome warrior ๐พ SCI ๐พ Movie Buff๐พnon-Binary๐พ Gaymer๐พPain patient advocate
Rest in peace Tara rest easy queen
We will keep your daughter ๐ safe
It seems like this is an appropriate moment to say
Love ๐ those who you can because tomorrow or your next few moments are never promised
I call upon the fire burn old wounds from ash I rise Into the light
Me look at my hair lol and one of my 19 sisters
No longer taking the disrespect from anyone. Iโve been a people pleaser for way to dam long!
lol
Snapped off at work
Last night
Iโve already accepted
The Loss of 2 dogs
The loss of my grandparents
The loss of my best friend killing himself
Iโm asking the universe? Are you asking me to accept the loss of another friend
Iโm just trying to ask the fates
Enough spinning the threads ๐งต
Teams on DND - Iโm clocking in not saying shit doing my job then clocking out and being done for the day
Lift my soul. Lift my heart ! Ancestors
Hear me! Listen to my heart and lift me up
We are not doing so
Hot ๐ฅต over here !
Please send all the energy you can muster because
Iโm zapped
www.facebook.com/share/r/1CQW...
Iโm ready to fucking tap out
I have given everything
The amount of loss that Iโve been through in the past 6 months has been absolute bullshit
Iโm prepping for the worse when the update for my friend on a ventilator
Iโm so disappointed
I have to keep my heartbeat in sync
I have to manage all my stress
3 blood pressure pills now
Runa Raven ๐ฆโโฌ Tonight, I unbind what clung to my name. It withers before my inner flame. I lay it down, release the strain, but once was heavy, cannot remain. I call the wind that knows no chain. Take this weight. Dissolve the pain. Carry it past the crossroads gate, where endings shed their borrowed fate. I call the fire, sharp and wise, Burn old wounds from ash, I rise. Let what is false, be turn to dust. What stays behind is what I trust. I call the water, calm and deep. Wash the sorrow I still keep. Clear my spirit, make it flow, teach forgotten wisdom, I must know. Like all the ground beneath my feet, hold me steady as I repeat, I am rooted. Unshaken, I stand. Power returns at my command. It is spoken, it is sealed. To light without night.
Woke up this morning found out my best friend is in UM sparrow on a ventilator. Saddened and knowing I have to work
Stumbled upon this
But the universe is speaking so I must listen
Anchored acres completed its first mission today
Please read the announcement below
understand how much it does hurt
Conrad will always know where to come and find us
We will always keep a watchful eye over Conrad
Well turns out the medical place where my bipap was programmed fking wrong โฆ..
I called my Dr - lol ๐ sheโs like what did they program it to
I said inhale 12! Exhale 18
She flipped a lid
I reprogram it
I went from 160 events ( weds)
9 events last night
Screaming lol ๐ my bipap is pissed
My glasses have arrived
Great news everyone
My heart is getting weaker
Well I was proud about my a1c
Then the EKG results came by in
Just now
So with that Iโm going to chose
Yasss
I dint realize shit had a face until I saw his
Jamming at work because Iโm
Getting ready to go into Emergency shut down
My body and brain are zapped
Iโm out of fucking spoons ๐ฅ
Once Conradโs dad heals -
We are going to put Conrad through obedience school
His dadโs house is on our property
So we are going to help him 24 /7
We went and Pulled Conrad after finding out the fuckers who broke into our neighbors house as he was having his ribs cracked from having a widow maker and surviving it.
Conrad is safe with us - with heat / blankets and love ๐
We have a key ๐
Dads working! Not now
We are here at anchored acres do not ask for recognition or money from anybody
We are the type of neighbors that are anchors for people who are sinking
It is our duty to raise those anchors
Dads at work now ! I have 2 more screens you canโt see on my stand
Iโm breathing in and out
Breathe in and out no matter how much pressure you apply Iโll turn into a Diamond ๐
10 years working from home ๐ now now itโs time for me focus ๐ง
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