Amy Paw :3

Been called out for the way I look by an old fossil again, this time vocally. And friends always wonder why I hate going outside. It hurts...

All my computers (3) run Arch [btw]

What if we started to make purposefully bad music to poison their ai datasets? Yo, you over there! Musician or not, open up a DAW or video editing software (adds spice) and make some goofy bad tunes. Don't forget an audiojungle watermark. I'm serious.

Sending hugs! 🫂

StatsFM records update!
Many things happening made me almost forget to do one this month. Glad I rember

Guess who forgor 💀

17th February 2026 I was going home from work, afternoon shift. On the second bus that I had to take to get home was an older man 50-60, camouflage jacket. As I sat down, I saw him looking at me with a disgusted face, so I stared him in the eyes and made the same face back at him. Luckily, he got off on the next stop which was just 30 seconds later so I didn’t have to bear his stare that pierced through me like a sharp arrow. I know my face is disguisting, I’m not able to do anything more about it. My face doesn’t match my body. I wish I could just cut off my face. Why am I even still here? I’m useless. I have nothing to offer to this world, only failure. I have failed. I hate myself, I hate my face, I hate how I act, I hate how I react to things, I hate my voice. I don’t think I’ll ever understand how the world works, cuz all of my assumptions are clearly wrong. I don’t want to go outside of my flat any more, but I’ll have to because of work. I can’t trust people who know me IRL. For them CLEARLY I’m just the same old me with a new fashion style and a silly nickname. I mean yeah, I haven’t done anything to move forward with this for years, because I don’t think I’m able to trust a therapist with these matters. What if I confess what bothers me and they’ll be like “lmao no bozo, git gud” or offer me a path I don’t want to follow. Like, I understand they’re literally paid to help you, but IDK. I don’t think life can get better for me, I’ll be struggling every day till my final moments. And I feel like they inch closer and closer.

Vent post, read if you care. Or don't, can't force ya...
Any advice welcome

My computer froze, the screen went black. After a few seconds a glitched image came on and the MINE DIAMONDS cover of Take On Me started playing lmao. rofl

You'll be glad to know that I've made it worse (for the better :3)

StatsFM records update!
On New Years Eve I got recommended the band Archive and quickly I found many songs that I liked!
And of course, Desx and Ranipla releasing another 15 min song that, safe to say, I really like.
Production-wise, I hope to release my stuck-on-mastering backlog soon™. Keep at it!

I started meowing at work and my collegue meowed back. We have achieved cat to cat communication!

👀

Hot tip for yall: Use "Folk/Folks" more, it is inclusive of everyone including those who are Non-Human/Alterhuman (while also keeping out AIs like Chatgpt <but still including those who identify as robots! vvvv important>)

I think I had an important dream. It was all very confusing, but I think I'll figure it out eventually. If it comes true, I'll QRT this.

I felt the calling when I saw the moon tonight 🌕

StatsFM records update!
Happy New Year!
2025 was a terrible year for me. I wasn't able to work on music that much and my mind fell into dark and awful places. My safety mechanism is to hide and stop talking, even to my friends. I'm sorry for leaving, I hate this. Here's hoping for a better year.

Link please

I did it, I faced my fears and conquered the kitchen sink

Google maps | pull tab that used to be Local News, they changed to Local Vibe Absolutely ruined

Another word ruined for me by corporations

I'm going insane

Guess what, it's still the same...

Alone at the edge of the universe humming a tune...

💜💜💜 Will do!

Also got this on SoundCloud Wrapped which I find cool

Should I keep releasing my music even tho I don't think that it reaches a sufficient quality?

StatsFM records update!
Staying true to my favs and revisiting some nostalgic pieces. And uhh... Toby Fox... lotta Toby Fox... I like Undertale OST.

Normalise meowing in public

It's snowing :3

StatsFM records update!
Different app-provided shareable, because the standard one that I use showed only 85 streams, which in reality was 546. Also some records just didn't show up and had to manually add them. I'm really thinking about making my own stats thing, but that'll take a lot of work

weeeeeeee