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@gcolquhoun

My #bg3vp & other visual treasures (sometimes NSFW), intermittent astrological commentary and idle musings. πŸ–€ Astarion, 45, she/they

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These are so beautiful. Her intensity is riveting. They look like something out of a classic fantasy film. πŸ–€

12.03.2026 00:02 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

as an aside, more people have blocked me for daring to talk about astrology than anything else. fandom blocks do sting, but astro ones, I barely clock. I'm used to being mocked by both the hyper religious and the hyper rational. Can't even sweat it anymore, I just enjoy knowing the weather in peace.

11.03.2026 23:18 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

If you feel stuck, confused, stymied - we're going to be retreading this territory soon enough, and that will be when more clarity and direction will be discernible again. This is a time to take a look at the details of our concerns and sort them, before trying to undertake new ventures.

11.03.2026 23:18 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

but things might have added edge you didn't anticipate, and others might not realize how they are impacting you either. Slow things down. Take time to decide, reply, dive in. You won't be left behind for following you own pace. Clarity & calm are at a premium, irreplaceable, & need intentional care.

11.03.2026 23:18 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Not to be that gal, except I am: we're just over halfway through Mercury retrograde and it's headed toward a conjunction with Mars, right on top of one of the lunar eclipse nodes in Pisces. So. Watch your words right now, the chance for coming off hot is high. Nothing wrong with speaking your truth

11.03.2026 23:18 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
A close up shot of Astarion, with a worried and pensive expression on his face.

A close up shot of Astarion, with a worried and pensive expression on his face.

When he does this expression πŸ₯Ί #Astarion

11.03.2026 20:28 πŸ‘ 22 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

They are quite good! I have to be judicious, there are only so many truth bombs I can take in a day, but he knows his stuff and explains it well. The concepts presented in this one were so on the mark. Thank you for commenting, it made me feel seen, though I wish people weren't able to relate.πŸ«‚

11.03.2026 22:15 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

more like yourself and not as entangled in those painful, self erasing patterns any longer. β€οΈπŸ«‚ It feels vulnerable to share things like this, and helps to not feel so alone. I think many people are drawn to fantasy to cope in a lot of ways, and Astarion reflects a very specific kind of experience.

11.03.2026 22:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you for commenting. πŸ«‚ I relate very much. My father was also my tormentor, and all of the fawning skills I developed out of necessity made me quite skilled in certain fields where totally setting yourself aside to center others is the very definition of success. I am so glad you are feeling

11.03.2026 22:13 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

He is so precious, it undoes me forever. πŸ₯ΊπŸ’ž

11.03.2026 20:38 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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Bad girl.

#Astarion #EldariOC #AstarionxEldari #nsfw #bg3vp

09.03.2026 19:16 πŸ‘ 46 πŸ” 16 πŸ’¬ 4 πŸ“Œ 0

These are so warm and touching! Wyll is absolutely going to be such a sweet papa. 😭πŸ₯°

10.03.2026 23:52 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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I want to thank you all who've been reading my yappings about my blorbos, and those few who talk with me about our characters 🫢

I've been having difficult times past year, and I often feel lonely and outsider, but you make me feel more welcome and you mean a lot to meπŸ«‚

Thank you πŸ’–

10.03.2026 23:04 πŸ‘ 18 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Heard about this and about burst a blood vessel. Rank hypocrisy. I left.

Time for some malicious compliance - your poses with every non canon prop possible in place of the baby. Like, you know, guns, tiny horse, maybe a nice disembodied erection… the dishonesty and bad faith is too galling.

10.03.2026 21:24 πŸ‘ 24 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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πŸŒ—

10.03.2026 08:42 πŸ‘ 27 πŸ” 10 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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"What was it, Gale, and why? I'm a sorceress. I have more magic in my little finger than any of you in your whole being."

#bg3vp #bg3 #baldursgate3vp #baldursgate3 #VirtualPhotography #OCEthery #bg3DarkUrge #DarkUrgeOC #bg3Durge #DurgeOC

08.03.2026 16:16 πŸ‘ 17 πŸ” 5 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
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Romantic bath πŸŒΉπŸ’¦

#Astarion #EldariOC #AstarionxEldari #bg3vp #nsfw

07.03.2026 14:54 πŸ‘ 64 πŸ” 21 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
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sweets for the sweet #nsfw #Astarion

09.03.2026 03:29 πŸ‘ 43 πŸ” 10 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 1
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Old Hollywood beauty. ❀️

(Featuring one of the beautiful nighties from the upcoming Du Boudoir mod by @arafel094.bsky.social)

#EldariOC #bg3vp

08.03.2026 13:22 πŸ‘ 60 πŸ” 28 πŸ’¬ 5 πŸ“Œ 0
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I want to know what the world sees when it looks at me

#astarion #astarionbg3 #astarionbaldursgate3 #bg3 #baldursgate3 #astarionfanart

08.03.2026 19:52 πŸ‘ 67 πŸ” 21 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0
The Hidden Anger Inside People-Pleasing | Fawning #3
The Hidden Anger Inside People-Pleasing | Fawning #3 YouTube video by Tim Fletcher

Astarion is my heart because he is the fire bright portrait of a fawner finally freed to feel anger at every time they erased themselves to try to stay safe, ignored themselves in favor of securing life saving social approval/avoiding harsh reprisal. youtu.be/BsoRK0KaPmo?...

08.03.2026 08:59 πŸ‘ 10 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

I’m so happy you’re home too. I just hope there’s more to look forward to than chores πŸ˜”

06.03.2026 15:58 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

😒

06.03.2026 15:45 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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I love your presets, and these are no exception! I need to sort and share more of my pictures of them soon. For now, here’s one with Amir. 😍

06.03.2026 09:53 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

Thank you very much! πŸ–€πŸ˜Š I love how it highlights them too. Her pallid appearance was an error based on mods not working the way I wanted them, but I decided it was a lucky accident.

06.03.2026 01:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

6:54pm EST: Void Moon in Libra quincunx Sun in Pisces. There is no need to hustle or manipulate. Your life is unfolding in its own (bitter)sweet time. Adjust your expectations. 15Β°Li24' D 15Β°Pi24' D

05.03.2026 23:54 πŸ‘ 18 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Don’t put yourself down by AI’s standards, it doesn’t have any. It receives what it is given and doesn’t have any capacity to evaluate human expression for aesthetic or entertainment value. Not only was the older Internet more welcoming, we weren’t all cracked out on phones/feeds then either. πŸ«‚

06.03.2026 00:01 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Very glad you’re starting to feel better! πŸ’πŸ₯Ή I’m sorry you ran into that w your post. I have experienced similar, like there is something scanning for keywords about health and other mundane things. I completely understand deleting it, but I’m sorry you had to!

05.03.2026 23:55 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

Wyll always deserves more love!

05.03.2026 23:50 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

It’s more clear to me every day that the few valuable social functions of shame that provide equilibrium in community have been co-opted to keep us too busy hating ourselves to do anything else, including confidently reject tyranny.

05.03.2026 23:37 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0