hello jodie bastard
hello jodie bastard
for sure lol
It feels nice having the time to read again thanks to spring break. I went through the first 4 volumes of Choujin X again (close to where I stopped before) and im loving it. I think Kurohara's complex about his lack of dreams and direction in life compared to his peers is an interesting trait
browsing nekoweb and neocities has quickly shown me that there's like an entire un-enshittified internet just under our noses and tbh with how awful all the mainstream sites are all the time im gonna end up bouncing outta social media altogether eventually
This is a lot of doom and gloom, the usual for me so I've deliberately stopped venting so much as not to drag down all my moots feeds, and there are still a few things I want to try as a last ditch effort to feel fulfilled that may actually work. But man everything just kinda sucks lol
if everything that can provide me with any amount of happiness costs money yet every job that pays enough to permit independence feels soul-crushing, thinking of the future seems like a waste. What do you do when there aren't any possible futures where you actively enjoy life?
every job I could realistically have is soul draining and I dont have any long term dreams cause I can't conceptualize a happy future, but I enjoy learning if nothing else, and draining the little energy I have working leaves me without the mental bandwidth to enjoy school and god I hate that
ignoring what's certainly undiagnosed ADHD and deciding to simultaneously work 32h/w and pursue full-time college is easily the dumbest thing I've ever done. I didn't really have a choice given my circumstances, but wow, my dedication to school collapsed as a result
unfortunately accelerationists might have been totally right
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#mgs #metalgearsolid
I still dont know why kash patel said that
some time between now and the heat death of the universe we'll have control or Iranian airspace
I need to be a pilot with growing romantic tension against a rival that was also conscripted into a militia being used as part of a larger proxy conflict and at first we cant kill each other no matter how hard we try but then we start to spare each other hoping the fighting can end one day and then-
its interesting you say that cause I remember ppl hating the blobs at one point
the first step is realizing theres no virtue in any settler colony and that decay you're observing is a result of imperial evils normally reserved for minorities domestically and abroad being reflected back onto its dominant class as the empire's grip on its subject is shaken off
this is beautiful woah
I think Marathon's graphic realism aesthetic is one of the best things ever made
x copy holding a sword
today on things only I care about
a juicy butt that cloud probably doesn't have but he wishes he does
Fun fun fun
I wish I liked extraction shooters because I'm sooo in love with Marathon's visuals
its melanin march cause yall fucked bhm up
we all love marina bc she's gorgeous and sings like an angel, yes
but she's also a refugee, queer coded as fuck, black, and arguably neurodivergent. i cannot yap enough about how much i appreciate her existence as a character. she feels...well, human :)
HAPPY #MAR1NA DAY
missiles striking amerikan bases, Israel, and the UAE... I used to pray for times like this
does anyone remember this monty oum gem youtu.be/ihH88jPOTMw
Signalis screenshot of elster in a small cluttered storage room looking down at an ARA unit sitting on a blanket. Text box from the ARA reads: "In the end, they just want us to shut up and work until we die."