Dinner!
Dinner!
Hi I accept my role in this
Rrrrrff the way it popped out
Merp the planet!
Thatβs the goal
A man wearing a black Dainese t age leather motorcycle suit and holding a black motorbike helmet against his thigh, pictured from behind from waist to calves. In the blurry background another man is shown nude on hands and knees on a bed, facing away from camera, presenting himself to the other.
Desire. π
@ruswolverine.bsky.social π
Being outside of the machine for me feels like Iβm experiencing nature more directly, the smells, the shifting winds, no A pillars from a car blocking my sight. I ride in an adopted habitat in the desert vs woodlands, but it does provide a sense of presence to be exposed to it this way.
Mentally it can be very demanding which lets ADHD humanbrain have a task, allowing a calmer part of myself to surface.
In groups it brings out a sillier, vocal side that I think I relate to pack hunting social behavior. Seriousness and chase. But me never shutting up lmao
Yes to all the things.
Solo rides are almost meditative for me. I think the gear helps to dehumanize me a bit by covering the form. Bikes being nimble and responsive to your input and just straddling it in the breeze feels like it untethers me in a way I donβt get while driving.
βLore drop?β
My visorface was an accident. The nanites were never supposed to remain a permanent symbiotic part of me. They were supposed to make permanent biological modifications and terminate.
With it being treated like a βtrendβ, Iβm nervous about how unseriously it is being talked about.
I can only hope it still somehow helps some critter make sense of their world.
As far as whatβs under there, itβs not pretty. The nanites form a mesh network, but interface directly to my nervous system at any available neuron. While this improves my senses, the nanites hijack my optic and olfactory nerves.
βis your visor removable? whatβs under thereβ
Uhh, itβs like a glassy metal made out of millions of individual nanites. Theyβre directly latched onto my skull. I have conscious control of them, so in theory I could remove it, but prying it from my face by force would probably break my skull.
Literally me
damn steam. alright
I mean, basically kinda the lore of my sonaβs visorface
I was just saying this the other day. I experience these things separately. I can appreciate trans folks more completely because my theriotype identity is not aligned with my body, but itβs not the same thing to me.
Lobinez the werewolf is sitting in the floor of a tiny shower looking sad and upset. Text says: βHey Lobinez, what are you doing here?β I donβt feel great. Iβm upset. βWhy?β You probably wouldnβt get it. βTell me pleaseβ
There's something bothering me lately. Have been debating myself if worth mentioning it, or just ignore it. Couldn't stay silent.
I hope this is a safe space to talk about it.
The shower talk 1/6
I explored my theriotype mostly through my mental shifts and meditation, observing my thoughts, desires, and feelings in a shifted state. I noticed a lot of correlations with wolves. So I read more about wolf behaviors and looked at endless streams of photos. I started to just feel it in my bones.
I didnβt really vibe with furry at the time. I didnβt want to dress up as a werewolf. I just felt on some level, spiritually I guess, that I was not human. I wanted to be the creature I already felt I was.
Perhaps comically, I later discovered therianthropy existed through TV as a brief mention in some furry smear piece. They mentioned βweresβ as an even weirder subsection of furry that felt deeply they were actually an animal in some way, and that resonated with me and led me to start looking online.
I have experienced a lot of species and body dysphoria. Initially hating myself and my body for unclear reasons. With understanding myself better, it became more clear. Louder. I accept the body I have is human shaped, but thereβs still a certain visceral longing to be more wolf shaped.
At times I experience mental shifts. Sometimes for no reason, sometimes in intense emotional moments or during sex. It feels a bit like unmasking, but it can be disorienting as instinctive animalbrain comes to the fore. I can find peaceful mental shifts in meditation or existing in nature.
I experience phantom limbs, which feels like movement, presence, and sometimes sensations of anatomy not present on my body. Much like you can feel your arm move and know where it is in space, I can feel the muscles in my hind that move my tail, its weight, and its position. But they arenβt there.
Iβm a therian, AMA
PRED UNIT: WOLF / PILOT: RABBIT
A preview of our newest mech, launching soon. ππ₯πΊ
Gonna be selling stuff at dealers den for the first time next month, anyone got some advice? π³
I feel like nonhumans disproportionately score well on these tests. Or maybe at least thatβs why I think I fell where I did
Yes