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πŸ³β€πŸŒˆ (they/them) | visual artist and mla grad; drawings and music with fantasy and future vibes. 🎧: byzarru.bandcamp.com 🎡: soundcloud.com/byzarru β˜•: https://ko-fi.com/byzarru

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something like that. 🀍

05.02.2026 06:54 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i don't know where to go, i don't know what to do. all the things i enjoy doing are a waste of time. does it matter if i'm proud of something i did if i can't see a doctor or get my car fixed?

31.01.2026 16:06 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

i don't see a point anymore in making art for myself that isn't just doodles. it's been useful for me as therapy, but anything beyond that feels like wasted time. i'm not bringing anything new to the table, and here, people are making things all the time. why bother with my art

31.01.2026 15:44 πŸ‘ 0 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
Pink Floyd  - A Saucerful Of Secrets (Official Audio)
Pink Floyd - A Saucerful Of Secrets (Official Audio) YouTube video by Pink Floyd

it's a pink floyd kind of month
www.youtube.com/watch?v=F2r_...

30.01.2026 22:00 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

j'essaye

28.01.2026 08:16 πŸ‘ 2 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

that's just the light! it's a floral print 🀍

24.01.2026 19:15 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
a photo of the artist wearing a dress for the first time

a photo of the artist wearing a dress for the first time

hey it me πŸ’™πŸ€βœ¨ (0121)

24.01.2026 09:34 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0

gotcha. got my hopes up for a second πŸ˜”

20.01.2026 07:57 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

wait you can take pills for tinnitus?

20.01.2026 07:53 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

it's going to be ok, just everything hurts right now and it's a lot

16.01.2026 08:49 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

i like this sketch a lot, the angle you drew her in just feels so *new* and striking

16.01.2026 08:02 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
that's a woman's face in the mirror. try to be kind to her. she's you.

that's a woman's face in the mirror. try to be kind to her. she's you.

that's a woman's face in the mirror. try to be kind to her. she's you.

15.01.2026 10:57 πŸ‘ 100 πŸ” 36 πŸ’¬ 3 πŸ“Œ 0

just got my diploma in the mail! πŸŽ‰πŸΏοΈ

13.01.2026 07:49 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

some kind of plastic doodles probably

13.01.2026 05:16 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

true words of wisdom

12.01.2026 07:08 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

honestly it blows my mind how anyone can just get the help they need by asking for it, and i just feel stuck, i don't even know where to begin and i feel too overwhelmed to even try

08.01.2026 17:53 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
A drawing of Acesential's character Tabby Olazo.

A drawing of Acesential's character Tabby Olazo.

happy birthday @acesential.bsky.social! here's a doodle of tabby to celebrate πŸ₯³πŸ°πŸŽ‰

03.01.2026 18:36 πŸ‘ 26 πŸ” 8 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A drawing of Γ‰tincelle's character Fauve.

A drawing of Γ‰tincelle's character Fauve.

A drawing of Γ‰tincelle's character Gris.

A drawing of Γ‰tincelle's character Gris.

happy birthday to my friend @etincelleart.bsky.social! 🌟
here's fauve and gris for your special day 🐈🀍✨

02.01.2026 17:59 πŸ‘ 6 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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2025 #sketchbook doodles, part 6
closing out with assorted vent sketches, self portraits, and things i drew watching star trek with friends πŸ––πŸ»πŸΏοΈ

02.01.2026 01:55 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0
A collection of doodles with notes drawn as part of various art therapy sessions.

- I like going to my therapist's office; because of the rapport & understanding it has become a feminizing space πŸ’šβ™€
- I've struggled to even recognize the belief that I'm worthless, let alone overcome it (Why should I improve my situation / Why should I care if I live or die)
- And now I'm realizing how much my "home" was my parents throwing shadows on the wall.
- Little changes add up & style + understanding become better detailed
- I see transition as a good thing that happens to other people / I wish it would happen to me and I deserved good things
- Can I trust my values / Can I trust myself / I can't even cry

A collection of doodles with notes drawn as part of various art therapy sessions. - I like going to my therapist's office; because of the rapport & understanding it has become a feminizing space πŸ’šβ™€ - I've struggled to even recognize the belief that I'm worthless, let alone overcome it (Why should I improve my situation / Why should I care if I live or die) - And now I'm realizing how much my "home" was my parents throwing shadows on the wall. - Little changes add up & style + understanding become better detailed - I see transition as a good thing that happens to other people / I wish it would happen to me and I deserved good things - Can I trust my values / Can I trust myself / I can't even cry

A collection of doodles with notes drawn as part of various art therapy sessions.

- I struggled to see a point to moving on with my life until I began to confront my gender (not a bad look, but doesn't feel like "me"
- Girl, this is who you are. This is you when you are happy!
- It doesn't always feel present, but it warms my heart so much to imagine my transition / In 5 years, I'll be so proud of me for accepting & loving myself
- "But look at it this way... at least you're smart and pretty now! πŸ’™

A collection of doodles with notes drawn as part of various art therapy sessions. - I struggled to see a point to moving on with my life until I began to confront my gender (not a bad look, but doesn't feel like "me" - Girl, this is who you are. This is you when you are happy! - It doesn't always feel present, but it warms my heart so much to imagine my transition / In 5 years, I'll be so proud of me for accepting & loving myself - "But look at it this way... at least you're smart and pretty now! πŸ’™

2025 #sketchbook doodles, part 5
i did a lot of art therapy this year which helped me unpack and express my mental health issues, especially with family trauma and gender πŸΏοΈβ™€οΈ

02.01.2026 00:33 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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2025 #sketchbook doodles, part 4
featuring a page full of severins 🐿️

01.01.2026 23:43 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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2025 #sketchbook doodles, part 3

01.01.2026 23:03 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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2025 #sketchbook doodles, part 2

01.01.2026 22:16 πŸ‘ 4 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
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a collection of doodles from my #sketchbook in 2025, part 1

01.01.2026 20:58 πŸ‘ 8 πŸ” 2 πŸ’¬ 2 πŸ“Œ 0
Preview
despair drafts, mostly they/them

been trying, hoping to finish this project soon
soundcloud.com/therealzackr...

01.01.2026 11:25 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0

estou appreciate vendo sous bichinhos fofinhos 🀍
(nao bem falo mt pt mas eu to tentando)

01.01.2026 08:41 πŸ‘ 3 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

convalescence through obsolescence

01.01.2026 07:23 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0
a grainy photo of the artist taken with a nintendo dsi

a grainy photo of the artist taken with a nintendo dsi

another grainy photo of the artist taken on a nintendo dsi

another grainy photo of the artist taken on a nintendo dsi

happy 2026! πŸ₯³πŸŽ‰
here's a couple of dsi selfies i just took ✨🀍🐿️

01.01.2026 07:08 πŸ‘ 5 πŸ” 1 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

are you doodling?

31.12.2025 01:01 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 1 πŸ“Œ 0

this does help, thanks! admittedly anything healthcare is foreign to me and i'm slowly learning to ask for help. i wear a cheap wig and i dread taking it off, and regrowing my hair is certainly a transition goal i'd like to approach sooner than later 🀞🏻

30.12.2025 04:50 πŸ‘ 1 πŸ” 0 πŸ’¬ 0 πŸ“Œ 0