Ferry // bigfluffytail.com

i don’t mean to doompost or anything but like. What the fuck.

if you care at all about your UK trans friends, now is the time to check in, to take care of them, to build plans, etc. more than ever

i think i need to leave this country

i’ve needed to leave for a while but now they’re really showing me the option of the door or the shed with today’s news

sapped of energy this week entirely so if I seem off, I’m fine. just figuring it all out bit by bit

but i’d like to be relatively productive and have some fun with things despite this so maybe i’ll get the ball rolling on some plans

All good things take time.
We will be there.

It got me to go back and actually play Separate Ways in RE4 remake.

not sure you wanna use ren’py for this sorta tokimemo derivative thing

good luck soldier

hate to be the Gamer in the room but: dating sim or VN with multiple routes

now to figure out the remaining laundry list of BULLLLshit going on

looks like my medium avatar survived the upload. can't chase that demon of "good" if i want all my blendshapes intact for face tracking

need to leave this goddamn job for the sake of my mental health but i'll get penalized if i do

a quick illustration of karous and shigi smiling happily together. on their left is hand-written text that says "KAROUS (dc) 19TH"

19 YEARS AGO TODAY.

#カラス #karous

stream deck for honkin seven different kinds of horn

Inspiration/Ref vs Mine

classic marathon on steam deck and marathon (2026) on rog ally next to a cup of cold brew black coffee

Marathon looks quite different on Steam Deck compared to ROG Ally

realising how much bottom dysphoria i actually have, i'm just more apathetic and functional about it more than anything

Please show my pal Viper some love this Bandcamp Friday!

A picture of the asset's page on wayback machine, with the text "-20k tris" highlighted

A conversation between Blue_Portal and myself on Twitter highlighting their AI generated response. It reads: Myself: "Hey, just reaching out to inquire a little about one of your assets. I recently purchased this -> blueportal.booth.pm/items/6108328 for Shinano, as the description said "20k tris" and it seemed like it worked within my poly budget. The asset is actually 39,470 tris, and 19,728 faces. I feel a little misleaded with my purchase, so is there anything we can do in regards to this?" Blue_Portal: "My bad! I missed that one. Here it is completely clean with no dashes at all: Hey! Thanks for pointing that out. You're totally right. I double checked and I accidentally put the face count in the description instead of the tri count. That was just a mistake on my part when I was writing the page. Since the asset is already downloaded and the weight painting and rigging are all working correctly, I can't really do a refund for this one. I've gone ahead and fixed the description on the shop page though so it’s accurate for everyone else. Thanks for the heads up and for understanding!"

Another screenshot of the conversation, showing part of the same AI generated response sent again at a later time. It reads: "Hey! Thanks for pointing that out. You're totally right. I double checked and I accidentally put the face count in the description instead of the tri count. That was just a mistake on my part when I was writing the page. Since the asset is already downloaded and the weight painting and rigging are all working correctly, I can't really do a refund for this one. I've gone ahead and fixed the description on the shop page though so it’s accurate for everyone else."

like come on dawg lmao

Sincerely can't get over the fact that I just got an AI generated response after asking if anything can be done with regards to a misleading Booth outfit purchase I made.

"No refunds" is fine, but AI generating a response? Get real

make 7 more birdcages

please rest up and take it easy!!

wanna post more VRChat stuff but might make a separate account for it lest I ever want to also go the 18+ route

double dipped for karous; have only just had the opportunity to buy swag because i had more interest in radirgy 2. likely will grab it on switch at some point and will double dip again if they do a loc and PC release for 2.
although i wonder how the PC controls would work..

Trainline recommending me cars to hire for a day while I'm buying my commute tickets.

Fuck this dude.

two atas standing next to each other facing each other

they're having a conversation

wake up barry new seed just dropped

orange ramune + boyfriend helping me build my face tracker

all is right with the world

a screenshot of the illustrator's drawing programme showing a quick illustration of shigi smiling.

methinksh i'll start making "shigi sunday". it'll be funny

i did not know it was possible to be this comfy

guy that worked on star citizen with a thing for height tried hitting on my malewife tonight.

fortunately he's married to a real indie dev, sorry bro