Katja [Beware, there's danger ahead] Antares, a 🐈🐉.

Well hey there! ✨

The Washington Post Difficult people in your life might make you age faster, study suggests New research suggests that difficult people, a.k.a. “hasslers,” contribute to chronic stress and elevate epigenetic biomarkers associated with aging.

Ok, now take this logic and apply it to being trans, where society at large is the "hassler"

guess I'm kind of flattered but I'm scared as well
something like a magic spell

and every day the hold is getting tighter, and it troubles me so

and you find me beautiful and irresistible, a giant creature that forever seems to grow in size

I guess "🎯" is another emoji that's now associated with me.

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But. Like.

If one friend managed to get a "yes sir" out of me as unexpectedly as they did, someone's going to get an "I love you" out of me at some point. And then I think that's going to open the floodgates and then some.

There's enough 💙 to go around for a lot of people, so I just need to figure out how to get it all out. Which means a lot of working up the courage to be open about these feelings with more people (and figuring out who it's safe and comfortable for me to be Like This™ with), but, hhhhh.

Another sign for me that I'm handling feelings of passion and affection far more healthily than I did the last time I let myself feel this way:

The "my heart feels like it's overflowing" feeling is leading into "I need more people who I can share these feelings with" instead of, like, obsession.

Dragon VRchat Model by Zairiza

I've been using this one for my avatar: zairizacustoms.itch.io/dragon-vrcha...

It's very well equipped for Big.

For crypthound🔷⭐⚪

art of a mech dragon anthro flipping mid air

Little sticker design I did

Thanks! 💙 They're all good changes, but still, it's going to be A Lot, probably!

More like Happy Nude D—

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…hm. There're going to be a lot of changes starting in my life this month.

Nothing *surprising*, I don't think, but lots of changes being set in motion nonetheless.

(Serious inquiry)

If anyone is looking for a roommate in a city along the North East corridor (DC, NYC, Boston, etc), please let me know. I'm looking for somewhere to move. It's urgent. I'm also open to West Coast cities.

Been *saying* "bark" a lot lately, for mysterious reasons. 🤷

another big macro com done :D
for bishop

Oh.

Gosh. Heck, even.

a rubber pool toy version of axer floats amongst bubbles under the waters of the pool rooms, surrounded by sprawling tiled structures. a circle of bubbled air is on the tiled floor below his rubbery feet. the image is in grayscale except for the shines on his rubber skin which are in a hot pink. the words" pool rooms vol. 5" are in the upper left of the image.

I am become pool toy in the pool rooms

Well, I'd definitely like to hear from you, then~

I think people who invoke the butlerian jihad in modern contexts should read dune.

On my way out, if anyone wants to say goodbye!

For years, I have been working on a documentary project about the history of children's birthdays, and I am again putting out a call to anyone willing to share photos and videos from their childhood birthday for us to possibly use in the film. More details below!

Objectively correct today, and it was true at the turn of the century. If believed people in e.g. Lebanon, Syria or Iraq were real people whose lives matter, we would’ve stopped doing this stuff decades ago.

:3

But you've got experience, I take it?

People who have experience with ✨gaining✨:

@ me, please! I'm trying to, well, start doing some research on how to do it ~properly~.

✷ Transmasc goat boy ✷